Hi. Today, Im gonna bored you with my serious post. I was happy this morning not until something comes up and it really made me pissed off. but I did not showed my madnessity that explodes in me. let it stay inside and be happy outside. here's the things that I am not satisfied with, today...
1) A LOT OF PEOPLE HAVING 'PMS'
not the real PMS, probably they are bad mood over something so when i did the normal stupid (probably lame) joke, they start to marah2 and get confused. Okay.. I absorb this ridiculous marah2 and keep smilling. I won't make it as a big deal to me. but when one day he/she yg marah tadi atu come for my help or any joke he/she'll make, i'll slipped in the stupidity yg ia marah2 hari ani and gtau straight arahnya yg "lain kali, marah2 buduh-palui-sial mu atu, jgn dibawa ke arah urg lain, talur." Inda jua teruk mana, kan? yg bnrnya jua bung. Why would you mad/grieve over something batah2 and bawa urg lain in ur problem. Ko mau urg lain ikut sobering mcm kau? atu bung.. namanya.. BUDUH~ =)
2) I CAN'T WORK WELL
I really want to start my revision as it gettin' very close udah ah my mid-test, but whenever I start to open the book, nda kira aku di lebri ka.. di hostel ka.. people will start to barge in my privacy, ckp.. "Aii start ya udah~" "Wow, bljr ya.." "Eyh, jan tah blajar wah.." UI KAMU.. KNAPA KAN? jeles ka? kalau jeles start tia bljr sendiri wah. mun kan melunturkan my mood untuk blajar dgn cara ckp cematu.. well, congratulation, kamu berjaya. I hate those stupid remarks yg mbarinya ku kan tampar mengajut urg yg ckp ah. Its really hard for me to kumpul my strength kan bljr. kamu ingat sanang ka? I have ups-and-downs too. let me with my privacy wah.
3) NURSING VS TEACHING : ALLOWANCE
have you read the latest brudirect HYS post? I did. Its my first time accessing brudirect HYS this year. Im the kind yang not very keen of reading stupid brawl, bickering, arguements.. fights.. I hate it. I'll try to ignore it as much as I can but warden made me read it. she was so iski to show me the website and Ive read too much DISTURBING INFORMATION regarding UBD VS NURSE allowance, accomodation and so on. *heaves heavily* I was very extremely ultra mega upset reading those STUPID-DUPID-IDIOTIC posting. Yes, I did grieve over the allowance and hostel thingy.. but Its not like its the end of our lives people, come on now. live with it. Its not that bad. Yes, Our allowance kana potong. From $620/$570/$370 to just $358.. I know. I acknowledge such disappointing act of reducing but come to think of it.. *sigh* just let it go oredy. its not like we are paying the government, the government still pay us (by giving allowance) and we should be grateful of it. The nursing students are mad, so was I.. but not anymore. Come on nursing students, Kubhler-ross leave us with 5 stage of grieving, why can't we just accept it.. stop the bargaining oredy. I know it will be hard, because we are used to those 'prosperity'. but we are not that weak, right? fight the urge to crazily-shop and live 'normal'. We can still be happy. =)
4) NURSING VS TEACHING : HOSTEL (ACCOMODATION)
and the hostel.. yeah, Im still trying to get it over with. I don't want it to bother my mind. Nursing hostel was much better than the UBD. Its true and Im gonna tell you why.. 1) Our hostel resembles an apartment, with living rooms and huge bedroom. 2) Have 24 hour access of free wifi and sometime it can reach certain lucky room. 3) The jamban/bilik mandi are only shared by 1-4 people. 4) Its just a 3-5 minutes walk to nearest shopping centre. 5) Its took 2-5 minutes walk to our class. 6) Its near to the hospital for our clinical placement. When teacher Pg Hjh Mas Salwa informed us that we will be transferred to UBD area. It was a devastating news to all of the hostelites. I cried. Yes, I do. I'll miss my roomates. I'll miss the cooking together thingy. I'll miss going out to the Mall with my friends. I'll miss hangin out sampai subuh with my roomates diWIFIED-lobby. I'll miss bangun aher.. harharharrr yeah~ I'll miss all that. I'll miss the old nursing student's life. I guess I have to lakas2 accept the fact that we are moving to UBD. Its haunting me for so long and Im tired of it sudah. pindah pun pindah la.. $50 per month pun $50 la.. *sigh* I need Seiji to boost up my strength now. Im weakening just thinking of the transferring thingy.
5) KAMU LUPAKAN AKU AH.. / JGN PERNAH BERUBAH
Ive warned my 4 BFFs to FORGET ME AND YOU'LL DIE. but now, I won't say that anymore.. pasalnya.. bukan aku lupa durang, I don't.. its just my schedule.. my BUSYness keeps me from contacting them. serious! its hard to keep up! dontchu think? I am now seriously letting go.. Im tired sgt kan keep up with everybody, Ive tried my best.. I try to remember their birthdays.. now Im tired. Sorry for the lost contact, we shall move on with our lives. but I hope we'll still be friends. =) I still love guys and miss you from time to time. take care.
6) EVENTS/ACTIVITIES = MICHESSEO! (CRAZY)
Im tired. Its too much already. I feel like escaping thru all of this madnessity. serious, too many event in a week. Im tired, handling this and that. Yes, I am whining. I havent got the time to continue planning the ECA event.. not with the SMARTER walkathon coming, not with MID-TEST coming.. not with NURSES-DAY event coming.. I don't know If i can come to family picnic this Sunday. ergh.. how I wish I cud, I really want to..
*besungut guling2 sambil rambut kusut masai tapi masih lawa*
bah, abis.
1) A LOT OF PEOPLE HAVING 'PMS'
not the real PMS, probably they are bad mood over something so when i did the normal stupid (probably lame) joke, they start to marah2 and get confused. Okay.. I absorb this ridiculous marah2 and keep smilling. I won't make it as a big deal to me. but when one day he/she yg marah tadi atu come for my help or any joke he/she'll make, i'll slipped in the stupidity yg ia marah2 hari ani and gtau straight arahnya yg "lain kali, marah2 buduh-palui-sial mu atu, jgn dibawa ke arah urg lain, talur." Inda jua teruk mana, kan? yg bnrnya jua bung. Why would you mad/grieve over something batah2 and bawa urg lain in ur problem. Ko mau urg lain ikut sobering mcm kau? atu bung.. namanya.. BUDUH~ =)
2) I CAN'T WORK WELL
I really want to start my revision as it gettin' very close udah ah my mid-test, but whenever I start to open the book, nda kira aku di lebri ka.. di hostel ka.. people will start to barge in my privacy, ckp.. "Aii start ya udah~" "Wow, bljr ya.." "Eyh, jan tah blajar wah.." UI KAMU.. KNAPA KAN? jeles ka? kalau jeles start tia bljr sendiri wah. mun kan melunturkan my mood untuk blajar dgn cara ckp cematu.. well, congratulation, kamu berjaya. I hate those stupid remarks yg mbarinya ku kan tampar mengajut urg yg ckp ah. Its really hard for me to kumpul my strength kan bljr. kamu ingat sanang ka? I have ups-and-downs too. let me with my privacy wah.
3) NURSING VS TEACHING : ALLOWANCE
have you read the latest brudirect HYS post? I did. Its my first time accessing brudirect HYS this year. Im the kind yang not very keen of reading stupid brawl, bickering, arguements.. fights.. I hate it. I'll try to ignore it as much as I can but warden made me read it. she was so iski to show me the website and Ive read too much DISTURBING INFORMATION regarding UBD VS NURSE allowance, accomodation and so on. *heaves heavily* I was very extremely ultra mega upset reading those STUPID-DUPID-IDIOTIC posting. Yes, I did grieve over the allowance and hostel thingy.. but Its not like its the end of our lives people, come on now. live with it. Its not that bad. Yes, Our allowance kana potong. From $620/$570/$370 to just $358.. I know. I acknowledge such disappointing act of reducing but come to think of it.. *sigh* just let it go oredy. its not like we are paying the government, the government still pay us (by giving allowance) and we should be grateful of it. The nursing students are mad, so was I.. but not anymore. Come on nursing students, Kubhler-ross leave us with 5 stage of grieving, why can't we just accept it.. stop the bargaining oredy. I know it will be hard, because we are used to those 'prosperity'. but we are not that weak, right? fight the urge to crazily-shop and live 'normal'. We can still be happy. =)
4) NURSING VS TEACHING : HOSTEL (ACCOMODATION)
and the hostel.. yeah, Im still trying to get it over with. I don't want it to bother my mind. Nursing hostel was much better than the UBD. Its true and Im gonna tell you why.. 1) Our hostel resembles an apartment, with living rooms and huge bedroom. 2) Have 24 hour access of free wifi and sometime it can reach certain lucky room. 3) The jamban/bilik mandi are only shared by 1-4 people. 4) Its just a 3-5 minutes walk to nearest shopping centre. 5) Its took 2-5 minutes walk to our class. 6) Its near to the hospital for our clinical placement. When teacher Pg Hjh Mas Salwa informed us that we will be transferred to UBD area. It was a devastating news to all of the hostelites. I cried. Yes, I do. I'll miss my roomates. I'll miss the cooking together thingy. I'll miss going out to the Mall with my friends. I'll miss hangin out sampai subuh with my roomates diWIFIED-lobby. I'll miss bangun aher.. harharharrr yeah~ I'll miss all that. I'll miss the old nursing student's life. I guess I have to lakas2 accept the fact that we are moving to UBD. Its haunting me for so long and Im tired of it sudah. pindah pun pindah la.. $50 per month pun $50 la.. *sigh* I need Seiji to boost up my strength now. Im weakening just thinking of the transferring thingy.
5) KAMU LUPAKAN AKU AH.. / JGN PERNAH BERUBAH
Ive warned my 4 BFFs to FORGET ME AND YOU'LL DIE. but now, I won't say that anymore.. pasalnya.. bukan aku lupa durang, I don't.. its just my schedule.. my BUSYness keeps me from contacting them. serious! its hard to keep up! dontchu think? I am now seriously letting go.. Im tired sgt kan keep up with everybody, Ive tried my best.. I try to remember their birthdays.. now Im tired. Sorry for the lost contact, we shall move on with our lives. but I hope we'll still be friends. =) I still love guys and miss you from time to time. take care.
6) EVENTS/ACTIVITIES = MICHESSEO! (CRAZY)
Im tired. Its too much already. I feel like escaping thru all of this madnessity. serious, too many event in a week. Im tired, handling this and that. Yes, I am whining. I havent got the time to continue planning the ECA event.. not with the SMARTER walkathon coming, not with MID-TEST coming.. not with NURSES-DAY event coming.. I don't know If i can come to family picnic this Sunday. ergh.. how I wish I cud, I really want to..
*besungut guling2 sambil rambut kusut masai tapi masih lawa*
bah, abis.
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