FHMS II

APOLOGIES

2009-06-09T12:19:00.003+08:00

Hye. If you are bound to end up here. Im sorry, this blog are no longer updated. I might have given you another link to my blog, so, you know where to find me. I am not closing this blog though because some people find it is interesting to read my previous post (just click on older post) or click monthly post (archive) on the left sidebar (much more effective). Old pictures are still well kept in here. Thank you for stopping by.

2009-05-09T19:17:00.001+08:00

fhmspwecious-life are
CLOSED
permanently..
temporarily..
I don't know..

Im tired. Dontchu?

PLAY NO MORE

2009-05-06T12:52:00.003+08:00

I ran away from the hecticness and keep my study mode on. or else, I'll be doom. Library suppose to be the best place to concentrate but not here. I can't. Whenever (some certain) people see me concentrating on something, they'll do anything to destroy my study mood. Just by sitting with me and starting an (annoying) discussion makes me extremely noxious and mad. I have to find my study place and I made it. but I dont think its a scret anymore, now.. oh well.. I just want people to understand that there are times Im not in the mood to fool around, joke 24 hours and ignoring the mid-test coming. AND yes, people.. I DON'T DO GROUP STUDY. SERIOUS. not because Im karit with notes or my ilmu.. but I just cant concentrate and cudnt think well. I cant answer any questions in a group discussion. DOMI & MAMI? we're not having discussion, we always have this what I call.. "Memorizing-period". We tend to do our stuffs.. getting the notes into our head without any words and without discussing intensely about the answers.. we just gather there, quietly, memorizing, recalling, helping each other and get it all over with.

Yesterday, I was about to get my head in the 'test'.. but someone came to me and say "Bah, mana jawapan mu? aku kan potokopi. lakas, lakas." FARK YOU. Nasib aku ni jenisnya pandai menahan rasa. mau saja ku teriaki dpn2. buset. I dint give her the paper though. who cares. Mengakas sendiri.

bah. ciao! =)

SUJU PARADISE!!

2009-05-05T05:51:00.000+08:00

and other SMTowners tew!! DBSK, SHINee, SNSD.. then Wonder Girls, FT Island, Fahrenheit.. Serious, It was a total paradise!! My eyes, bling sana sini.. but i dint buy any.. Its too.. mls kan ku ckp la.. u go see by yourself. I prefer to order it online on my own. here's some eye candy for you.SUJU's kiyap..

SUJU's rubix

more merchandise

keychainssss..

pins..

files..

notebook...

SUJU M's notebook..

ahh.. now hurry! you know where to find it~ =)

MOON'S BDAY & SUJU's HERE!!!

2009-05-04T15:04:00.005+08:00

BIRTHDAY GIRL, MOON.Long Live, Happy Always.

Helen & I, planned this surprise party yesterday and it took place yesterday night around 8 plus-plus.. =) Moon really dint expect it. It was cute.

Happy Birthday Moon~ =)

cutting the cake.

the oreo cheesecake.

the mini party.

kan abis udah.. nyaman yawh..

This mid-day, me, Hafiz & Yen went to Tutong to fetch my.. of course~ another SUJU has landed (oh yeah~ wehiheee~) it was precious and I love it..

we stopped by at WYWY for lunch.

Yen Lanjiku, my true companion.sharing is caring

our drinkies.

we shared this mac & cheese but we added extra side dishes like.. kolomee for 3, butter bread... blablablaaa.. but i dint get to finish my food, i was so anxious ambil my SUJU. so Yen jadi vakum.

Its mine. I love it.

saja menjeleskan~ huehuehueeee XD

bah, abis.

SMARTER CHARITY WALK

2009-05-03T10:09:00.001+08:00

Holidays mean relaxin' but not for us. me and my intake "voluntarily" joined the walkathon amal from EMPIRE to GIANT. Its tiring. but its worth-it. I'll talk less. browse thru photo ja.At Empire, Helen & I before the walk starts.

Mua-mua iski..

Shira, Sharena, Maslina, Me & Zizah.

At Giant, after the walk finish.

mascot-mania.

awesome events.

we've done it.

me with super cute juniors.

bah, abis.

NEW MONTH RANDOMNESS

2009-05-01T07:09:00.001+08:00

Aunt Yee Wah's Birthday BBQ.. slajur Adau Gayoh tah kaliah.. awu.. this was actually 1/10 of the BBQed foods.. there was so banyak of the kambeng, the sosej, the ayams, the ikan. I love Ikan Keli salai. so juicy the lamak~ w0oh0o~ ErOSs texted from UK saying Selamat Adau Gayoh. t0o bad she dint present for the BBQ. Miss her a lot.

^_^ Ive done it. Im happy to the max.

Sharena's blinding image. It was.. weirdly cute.
huehuehuehuehueeee XD

blind people don't drive and park.

Im tired of saying sorry and apologise.
but here's one with a greetings.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SURYANI.

LET'S DO SERIOUS-TALKING..

2009-04-30T06:46:00.004+08:00

Hi. Today, Im gonna bored you with my serious post. I was happy this morning not until something comes up and it really made me pissed off. but I did not showed my madnessity that explodes in me. let it stay inside and be happy outside. here's the things that I am not satisfied with, today...

1) A LOT OF PEOPLE HAVING 'PMS'
not the real PMS, probably they are bad mood over something so when i did the normal stupid (probably lame) joke, they start to marah2 and get confused. Okay.. I absorb this ridiculous marah2 and keep smilling. I won't make it as a big deal to me. but when one day he/she yg marah tadi atu come for my help or any joke he/she'll make, i'll slipped in the stupidity yg ia marah2 hari ani and gtau straight arahnya yg "lain kali, marah2 buduh-palui-sial mu atu, jgn dibawa ke arah urg lain, talur." Inda jua teruk mana, kan? yg bnrnya jua bung. Why would you mad/grieve over something batah2 and bawa urg lain in ur problem. Ko mau urg lain ikut sobering mcm kau? atu bung.. namanya.. BUDUH~ =)

2) I CAN'T WORK WELL
I really want to start my revision as it gettin' very close udah ah my mid-test, but whenever I start to open the book, nda kira aku di lebri ka.. di hostel ka.. people will start to barge in my privacy, ckp.. "Aii start ya udah~" "Wow, bljr ya.." "Eyh, jan tah blajar wah.." UI KAMU.. KNAPA KAN? jeles ka? kalau jeles start tia bljr sendiri wah. mun kan melunturkan my mood untuk blajar dgn cara ckp cematu.. well, congratulation, kamu berjaya. I hate those stupid remarks yg mbarinya ku kan tampar mengajut urg yg ckp ah. Its really hard for me to kumpul my strength kan bljr. kamu ingat sanang ka? I have ups-and-downs too. let me with my privacy wah.

3) NURSING VS TEACHING : ALLOWANCE
have you read the latest brudirect HYS post? I did. Its my first time accessing brudirect HYS this year. Im the kind yang not very keen of reading stupid brawl, bickering, arguements.. fights.. I hate it. I'll try to ignore it as much as I can but warden made me read it. she was so iski to show me the website and Ive read too much DISTURBING INFORMATION regarding UBD VS NURSE allowance, accomodation and so on. *heaves heavily* I was very extremely ultra mega upset reading those STUPID-DUPID-IDIOTIC posting. Yes, I did grieve over the allowance and hostel thingy.. but Its not like its the end of our lives people, come on now. live with it. Its not that bad. Yes, Our allowance kana potong. From $620/$570/$370 to just $358.. I know. I acknowledge such disappointing act of reducing but come to think of it.. *sigh* just let it go oredy. its not like we are paying the government, the government still pay us (by giving allowance) and we should be grateful of it. The nursing students are mad, so was I.. but not anymore. Come on nursing students, Kubhler-ross leave us with 5 stage of grieving, why can't we just accept it.. stop the bargaining oredy. I know it will be hard, because we are used to those 'prosperity'. but we are not that weak, right? fight the urge to crazily-shop and live 'normal'. We can still be happy. =)

4) NURSING VS TEACHING : HOSTEL (ACCOMODATION)
and the hostel.. yeah, Im still trying to get it over with. I don't want it to bother my mind. Nursing hostel was much better than the UBD. Its true and Im gonna tell you why.. 1) Our hostel resembles an apartment, with living rooms and huge bedroom. 2) Have 24 hour access of free wifi and sometime it can reach certain lucky room. 3) The jamban/bilik mandi are only shared by 1-4 people. 4) Its just a 3-5 minutes walk to nearest shopping centre. 5) Its took 2-5 minutes walk to our class. 6) Its near to the hospital for our clinical placement. When teacher Pg Hjh Mas Salwa informed us that we will be transferred to UBD area. It was a devastating news to all of the hostelites. I cried. Yes, I do. I'll miss my roomates. I'll miss the cooking together thingy. I'll miss going out to the Mall with my friends. I'll miss hangin out sampai subuh with my roomates diWIFIED-lobby. I'll miss bangun aher.. harharharrr yeah~ I'll miss all that. I'll miss the old nursing student's life. I guess I have to lakas2 accept the fact that we are moving to UBD. Its haunting me for so long and Im tired of it sudah. pindah pun pindah la.. $50 per month pun $50 la.. *sigh* I need Seiji to boost up my strength now. Im weakening just thinking of the transferring thingy.

5) KAMU LUPAKAN AKU AH.. / JGN PERNAH BERUBAH
Ive warned my 4 BFFs to FORGET ME AND YOU'LL DIE. but now, I won't say that anymore.. pasalnya.. bukan aku lupa durang, I don't.. its just my schedule.. my BUSYness keeps me from contacting them. serious! its hard to keep up! dontchu think? I am now seriously letting go.. Im tired sgt kan keep up with everybody, Ive tried my best.. I try to remember their birthdays.. now Im tired. Sorry for the lost contact, we shall move on with our lives. but I hope we'll still be friends. =) I still love guys and miss you from time to time. take care.

6) EVENTS/ACTIVITIES = MICHESSEO! (CRAZY)
Im tired. Its too much already. I feel like escaping thru all of this madnessity. serious, too many event in a week. Im tired, handling this and that. Yes, I am whining. I havent got the time to continue planning the ECA event.. not with the SMARTER walkathon coming, not with MID-TEST coming.. not with NURSES-DAY event coming.. I don't know If i can come to family picnic this Sunday. ergh.. how I wish I cud, I really want to..

*besungut guling2 sambil rambut kusut masai tapi masih lawa*

bah, abis.

VISIT TO HPC, Berakas.

2009-04-29T19:33:00.014+08:00

I wont talk much. Most of the pictures were captioned.Half of the class drive by themselves to the HPC.

Here's what available di Health Promotion centre tadi..

trying to be a dental nurse, can I?

Want a good healthy teeth? DON'T SMOKE.

Interesting right? that's not a real germ on my hand. banyak kalinya... that's the germ tipu.. you can see which part yg germs concentrate bnyk..

saja buang tebiat.

love this one.

seriously, the smell. you can die.

picture above.. Im not really sure what it is used for.. yg penting I love my pix on it..

The Fast & FAT-rious.

this shud be the smoking chamber.. I guess the smoke dint work after all. So, Astiman & Juan & Me membodokan diri~ kes nada kraja.

iyh.. cumil yeh.. bini2 atu~

Ive tried snake & ladder. pi nda siuk. bosan me.

bah, atu ja kali...

eh tunggu.

MBAH!!!

*mental*
huehuehuehueeeee XD

E-LEARNING

2009-04-28T15:54:00.005+08:00

Hari ni kami dipaksa (huehueeee~) ke MTSSR for an E-learning course. So, kami ke sana tanpa ditemani sebarang Tutor pun *kesian kami*. Jadinya kan, sesampainya kami disana. Serious ni. Nada urg satu pun arah dewan ah.. I was like.. "Wth.." The guest yg dtg (kami la tu..) mcm.. nda kana ingau.. bukan plg kan minta di anjung bawa masuk, urak tikar merah.. tapinya at least jemput masuk ka ah, tunjuk dimana tmpt duduk what-so-ever.. so, ada satu cg ni bejalan sana-sini w/out memerduli kami.. ku tantangi ia bnr2.. eyeing him intensely, bleh di katakan kalau sedikit gi batahnya ku tantang cg tu, tantu ia angus *mata mcm laser*. Probably ia sadar, lakas ia bepusing arah ku. "Kamu.. dari mana kan." Ku jawap dgn emphasizing each syllable "Nur.sing.col.lege" Ku tantangi berabisly, lau atupun ia nda sadar sah ku aga tarus dpn2 tu.. "Oh, astah.. bah, masuk tah.. duduk dpn2 sini ah.. duduk tah." Aku jawap dgn suara yg basar "Ohh.. buleh masuk udah ni ka?? nda ku tau yeh.. bah, kamu masuk tah, masuk. buat mcm skulah sendiri, masuk, masuk." Bayie ka? nda jua bah oh~ =)The lecturer atu.. namanya Garret (sorry if mispelled). A good lecturer, trying hard to get attention from the students. It was a good presentation, its just we were to tired already *patang la katakan* What made the presentation seems lame was.. NO MICROPHONE KANA PROVIDED. kesian yawh.. ilang-ilang suara c Garret. Knapa ya cematu kan? mana tia urg equipment teamnya? and.. no *hem-hem* refreshment. hem. =)

half of my groupings. yg awal dtg.

the most-black abang2.

after the hem-hem no refreshment hem-hem thingy.. I begged Najwa to stop by at lof. coz my "baby" in my belly tandang2 udah.. so as c Ain.. she was hungry mungry jua pi nda mau ckp.. aku tah saja yg berbunyi dulu seblom ai mati kbulor.. so we go shopping la arah LOF.

Ain & Me

Jon & Najwa.

bah, abis~

PROMOTION

2009-04-27T09:03:00.001+08:00

wei kamu. bra ku keluar basi udah ah.. kesian kan.. *hint minta balikan push-up bra yg baru* huehuehuehueeeee~ eniweiiss~ Im not promoting *liat title* dua orang dibawah ni. Are they twins? yes. huehueeee.. nda wah, their birthday is today. I just want to wish long live and a happy successful life to Hanni & Pou. Happy Boobsdae dearss.. Hanni & Pou

eh, eh kamu.. kamu tau di sekolah perdagangan ada buka mini-photocopy-shop? its very convenient. MJians and UNISSA (bakal) might need this stall for last-minute assginmenting and so on.. they provide..

school utensils..

assigment file..

binder... & 3 cent photocopy services
im not sure ada laminating..

but the coolest thing is.. ADA...

burung juling.
dimana ada burung juling, di situ ada bisnes-school photocopy services. huehuehueeeee.. cumil yeh~ ada burung juling.. Harry's owl? huehuehueeeee~ XD

YOUR SILENCE KILLS ME

2009-04-26T15:28:00.004+08:00

I know, I shudnt be putting this post in here. This shud goes to fhmspwecious-guys blog but then I feel like he's my life now and I hate to admit that ive been missing him like hell. Extremely missing him like hell. No news from him.. It makes me hurt. I hate it. People.. Readers.. please leave if this post annoys you. Leave now before it got too lame..

[ROMANTIC MODE ON]

Riida. Doko ni iru no? Watashi wa anata wa ga koishi idesu. Anata ga inaito sabishii desu. Hontouni anata wo omoiteru. O genki desuka?

Douzo Ogenki de. Tada kimi wa, aishiteruyo.

Ive been stalking him for the past few months but sadly there is no single news about him, them.. Arashi. Yes, I know they're working on a new single and they're busy with their TV show (Shukudaikun, Himitsu No, VSA).. but its just.. Riida.. he's been quiet. No videos available from my trustable source. Im in despair!! I dug a more deeper source and found newspaper cuttings. I almost cried seeing his smile.I think he's doing fine.
and oh, he's out fishing with his team members.

Ki o tsukete! Aishiteruyo! =')

SORRY.... --SORRY IS HERE!! XD

2009-04-25T16:42:00.002+08:00

out of the parcel~

front view and back view~

ah.. ku bawa tido ni supaya nada urg churie~

nice booklet.

bah, abis. aku lobu suju brabis! XD

WHINE & BELATED CONGRATS

2009-04-25T12:40:00.006+08:00

Im tired. Extremely tired.

Im gonna start whining now.

You know. Ive just 'tarik-tarik' my dear kawans just to attend this tomorrow Glaucoma day. It was so sudden and mcm I was paksa-ing my kawans to jalan to the events. Its not what I want, Its my tutors. Again, its not me. I wont be buntut-ing my kawans and paksa them to jalan If I wasnt instructed by my tutors to do so. I feel bad and I feel sorry for my kawan coz paksa durang jalan while aku nda join skaki. I cudnt, Tutong is too far away and I dont have transport. Atu satu hal. Another one is I have to cari kreta2 yg available to transport all my kawans to MTSSR for E-learning course disana on Tuesday. Supposed to be ada bus, but then my tutor ckp bus to probably panuh and unavailable for the seniors. Junior pun bnyk occupied. So conclusion, semua Senior saling tumpang-menumpang. Kesian kami. *sigh* Then I have to compile nama-nama for people yg masih still ON hostel. Im not sure whether I'll be continuing to tinggal di hostel UBD. I am really pissed off and masih terasa hati dikatakan NSG ni (hem) oleh someone yg usulnya baik. aku sakit ati sgt2 masih. ku dandami brabis urg tu, pi masih nda pandai malu minta blanja sana-sini. minta sipak pakah. Then my legal ethics alum begarak. submission due next saturday. I'll probably start tomorrow. Then mid-semester test next two weeks. Then clinical placement Next three weeks. Then--- can I just quit?

tired. tired. tired.
hate it.

anywaysssss... Before i forget.. i want to shout CONGRATULATIONS LEA for graduating her science course!!! XD I was there during her convocation. The ICC was damn cold and was mcm terpinggir but its fine, I was having fun gmbr Lea sana sini. harharrr..I captured this marvellous moment.
Saranghae~

MINUTES BEFORE OSCE & THE REAL DEAL

2009-04-23T16:07:00.002+08:00

"Pachi, aku kan membalut tangan kita ni Pachi ah.."I wasnt taking advantage arah lanjiku tu on the above picture, I was reciting *chyee* the manuals for passing the stump bandaging procedure. I keep on doing it again & again (eik? 2PM? hahaa) so that I wud keep those scenes in my head and redo it exactly what I rehearse bebalik on the actual OSCE nanti.

they didnt seem to be panicking.. or probably they hide their 'fear & anxiety' well.. harharrr.. damn, I almost puke 4 times! swear!! I cant stop it.

PRE-OSCE (QUARANTINE) ROOMagain, practising the bandage lagi..

the room was so bising and riuh with people ckp 'Pachi.. Machi.. aku kan... blablablabla kita ah.." so bising brabis semua urg try to get last minute memasukkan plajaran dlm utak. oh my.. their effort I wish kami semua pass sgt2.. weve tried our best udah yawh..

I think c pou were trying to perform the-putting-on-'imaginary'-sterile-drapes...

exhausted.. the long-waiting makes me nausea and sleepy.. The last three OSCE, i always finish around 10 am but this semester I was given the 3rd-last rotation which makes me balik aher around 2+pm. I was extremely pissed off when I heard that I got the rotation aher. The waiting was torturing, you could even feel the nervousness-aura emits form my body, aku balik2 tejeluak then airmata keeps on running down, really seksa to the max. damn, how I wish to quit nursing at that moment and just kawen.. hahahaaaaa.. well, I cant. =')

oah.. Im in despair..

After the OSCE, i feel so farkin relieved that I sang a song all the way to hostel. The song? my own creation and I dint copy the music or verse from other song. wanna hear? "My OSCE is done~ Im so freaking farkin damn hapeeee~ I can Qada my sleep now~ I can joli now~ I dont care If i fail my osce anymore~ Im tired of OSCEing~ I hate OSCE~ lalalalalalaaaaa~" Sing along people!! sing with me!! XD Actually, I am tired of all this learning stuffs, but I now I need to carry on. I can't stop now, I can't quit and I must not lose to my conscience. I fight the urge to quit and keep on running forward. plus, If I fail, please dont make it big.. Failure its just another experience, another learning (pengajaran). never make failure as something that stop you from getting whachu want.. *angguk2 mcm professor* hahahaaaaa.. peace people, osce abis, joli yawh.

Oah.. Im so hapee...

palaotak la kan joli. next week, legal ethics due submission then next week lagi, mid-test menjelma.. wehiheee.. nahasss la kan joli!

WHAT'S COMING??

2009-04-22T14:49:00.000+08:00

kenapa Syarah begitu pelik sekali.. kenapakah teddy bear itu dibuat sebegitu rupa? apakah halnya Syarah bermain dgn patung ditgh2 bilik sorg2? kerasukan? ish, mengerikan... no, no, no.. jadi apatah? jawapannya adalah... PASAL OSCE MENDEKAT. hahahaaaaa.. menjelang OSCE, ani lah tabiat and sign & symptoms yg muncul. either ko tiup2 mulut patung/bantal paluk (CPR) either ko assume dinding tu patient.. or ko ckp2 dgn mengerakkan tangan ke kiri dan kanan.. hah, OSCE tah udah tu namanya.. scary.. of course.. OSCE memang olwes Scawieee..

nenek bercerita dgn cucu-cucunya..

main masak2? harharrr..

catheterization prektis...

cramped!

perbincangan IM & bandaging on the go..

teddy bear jadi dummy relawan..

antam..

PLEASE PRAY FOR OUR LUCK. MAY ALL OF US PASS OUR OSCE. AMIN, AMIN, AMIN.

MY LIPS AND I

2009-04-22T13:42:00.000+08:00

Hahaaa.. I love my lips. My kaka hates it. she said my bibir mcm lintah kembung melakat dimuka ku.. *kesian aku* anyway.. some people said, bibir tu unik pasal dpt buat mcm bunga.. some said mcm angelina jolie *kambang buii!* I said.. I like it saja. hihiii jan tah membangga kan diri.. well actually This post nda plg ntuk ckp2 pasal my bibir.. I was just hairan to see most of my pics masa me and fwens jalan tadi my bibir keep on showing dlm mana2 photos.. hmm.. knapa ya ahh.. hantah. hihiii

there goes the bibir.
anyway, suppose to be esok kami OSCE.. well, apa kata sir Jupri.. Chill.. Relax.. Jangan Nervous.. so kami pun Chill.. pi jalan Thye foodcourt cari makan before start OSCE revision Marathon sampai nda betidur ke pagi.. hahahaaaa.. nadawah.. so we jalan.. we equal to.. me, ceca, domeh, hapiz, moon, helen and ujee. Lyan? balik ya kerumah.. ada hal.. eniweii..

kawasan hostel yg ku syg and bakal kami tinggali.
yeah, kami kan bepindah ke hostel yang agak kehutanan. kami sedih sangat.. dah la hostel baru tu nada wifi free, nada mall, makan $50 kami.. heish.. aku malas ckp. bahagia tah tu krg urg2 baru bepindah ke hostel lama kami ni. aku probably keluar hostel nanti. I dont think I'll be able to adapt to the new boring hostel.. I just cant accept that we're moving..

my roomates and I wore blacks and three-quarter pants.

yeah, the lips and me.. and domi's small one.

tired.

bah, abis. goodluck osce kamu!!

BAHAPA...

2009-04-21T20:21:00.005+08:00

Aman?

Knapa bahagia sgt usul ni? apa hal aman ktawa dgn begitu huduh sekali? apasal ni man?? why why.. WHY.. why aku ada gmbr aman ktawa? aku ada dgn ia masa atu ka? di UBD? jauh jua tu.. yep.. Aman bahagia pasal....Aman ambouk~
harharharharrrrrr.. Aman bahagia pasal aku buat seprise advance birthdaynya di hostel UBD tadi.. she really dint expect soalnya.. aku paksa contact urg sana sini untuk mengetahui shapa yg rapat dgn aman di ubd (dulu kami pulang..) =D, so tuah ku kawan2 aman, Aloh & Munchoi very friendly and sporting sanggup menipu demi aku dan menconfusekan aman yg memang lurus bendul jua.. huehuehuweee~

Aman seems hapee.. =D Im hapee too.
aku nda mau lupa bday my besties lagi.. I just cudnt bare the guilty feelings.. aku sedey sgt if aku lupa, mcm aku ni jenis yg pelupa kawan.. no I won't let it happen again, i try..

I MISS AMAN SO MUCH..

Thanks a lot Munchoi and Aloh..

you guys r the best!

ULAH C MIJAN

2009-04-20T19:37:00.004+08:00

MIJAN. shapa ka itu? Mijan merupakan sekor anak tapir yg ku jumpa taun lapas di tempat pembuangan sampah... kebaikhatian aku untuk memungut anak tapir yg sadang hodoh ini--- hikhikhiksss.. sah lau mijan baca ni, mesti aku kana sumpah abis-abisan.. huhuhuuuu.. Mijan adalah Class rep for the first group. he's quite a dancing freak, he loves shakira+beyonce dance moves and yes, he can do belly dancing... He's very cheerful and lively and so energetic, lari sana lari sini.. weirdo sometimessss.. Mijan, consider ko ni lucky brabis.. I never do a 'tribute' for someone di arah blog post. my family pun alum pernah, sah ko ni betuah. hihiii..see what I mean.

astagah. kedapatan tetido masa skill lab.

Mijan juga boleh dijadikan tilam.

eniwei. tadi the whole day kami skill lab. the OSCE (practical exam) is coming soon. please pray for our luck. we really need it. Today, Ive involve myself in bandaging, CPR and IM preparation. I need to 'asah' my skill brabis. I won't play2 anymore. *takut buii*

hantah, bhapa kan durg yg lain tu bnrnya..

had brunch with Ujee

and bibi and huda..

LEA CONVO UII!

bah, abis~

HELP ME.

2009-04-19T22:37:00.000+08:00

Aku.. DI CULIK..
Oh no.. Oh tidak.. why.. why me.. kenapa aku jadi mangsa penculikan ini. aku tau la aku ni lawa, comel, seksi *bah udah tah muntah* and so on but why.. why me? aku nda pernah jahat arah kamu.. knapa kamu buat ai cemani.. knapa kah ai diculik dgn sebegini kejam rupa...wajah takut ai ketika di culik.

yep. ai telah di culik. oleh dua beruk di bwh ini.

sesiapa yg ada nampak kelibat atau bayang penculik ini sekalipun, sila bawa ke kantor polisi berdekatan untuk disoalsiasat dan disula. terima kasih atas kerjasama anda. bayaran saguhati menangkap.. tidak payah kerana penculik2 berkenaan terlalu murah. skali lagi, terima kasih.. harharharrr.. nadawah.. kelmarin aku balik ke hostel ikot hazny.. nda semana-mana hazny bawa ku tarus pi arah kpg ayer arah rumah babahnya.. buset, labuk2 bot tu sakit punggung ai. kan ampir mlm gi tu, buset-buset-sebuset-busetnya.. aku takut.

but i love the view

actually i do enjoy riding a bot (consider it as a perfect grammar saja, 'riding-a-bot?' whatever) but with people i trust like my dear babah.. I would like to round kpg ayer with babah and lea and yalai and family one day.. and, and, and! a better boat.

its night oredy.

lets head to the shore.

bah, abis~

A NICE DAY FOR A LUNCH-OUT

2009-04-18T08:25:00.002+08:00

I MAY BE HIBERNATING WITHIN THIS MONTH. I SHALL BE BUSYING MYSELF WITH TESTS AND OSCE AND LEA'S CONVO BLA-BLA-BLA.

anywayss..

I went out with my gurls and guys.. Instead of membodokan diri di Lebri tunggu kana marah si-roti-J-yg-nda-nyaman.. baik aku pi jalan ngan durg.. and, oh, Thanks Amir for treating me. I love yUu~Sheed & Me.

Naina & Lyan

Bg Rip & Mairah

Mijan, Ruffy, Timan, K' & JuGan.

KOSONGNESSITY

2009-04-17T08:48:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAAAAAAAnada. saja ketawa.
lau jeles, ikut plg.

eh tadi aku jalan2 sama aunt chin mei sama lea sama adi ke.. erm.. ke mana-mana saja kakiku melangkah. Aunt chin mei bali cawan *bukan2* then aku bali reben *2x5* then aku makan eshkrim 3 scoop (cookies and cream plus stroberi) then lea bali kasut then aku ngalih menaip blog post lately ani so aku pun ckp bukan2... heish..

eh kamu arah kadai 123 di sengkurong dapan SKH ada promosi buy one free one.. rice cooker pebaik, frying pan pebaik, tangki air pebaik.. buy one free one semua. cool y0o... contohnya tangki air gajah diatas ni.. nda rugi ka tu? hmmm..

erm, Junior.. ada.. lost and found..

i think a junior punya, Fizz? issit yours?

bah, abis~

out

2009-04-15T09:23:00.000+08:00

shh..
IM RESTING
Im taking a break from
college's hecticness.

OUT WITH THE GUYS

2009-04-14T20:51:00.006+08:00

Hazny, Hafiz, Ayenz.
Aku keboringan. so bila aku keboringan, aku dtg gila membawa 3 lelaki2 ani pi jalan2 round seBrunei.. actually we were planning to go to Tasek Lama with Shirley too but then due to 'Hujan' condition we went to JP but JP is closed *bodoh* then we headed to JPMC instead for the sea breeze..
buang tebiat.
warga thailand yg berjaya di tangkap sebelum beliau melarikan diri masuk ke negara ini secara haram.. harharharrrr.. bodo drg ni.
pis!
photo funia~

aik?? Yen lari! kemana tu???!!!
BUBUT!!!

Aahh.. happy as I can be..
(even tho ada NCP menunggu) chit.

hm. knapa pokok ni damit..
hah!! pigang ya kuat2!!

Ada duyung~ *sungguh chanteek sekali*

andang udah nda berakal ni drg ni.. kalau saja ada lubang di celah2 batu atu muat badan ku yg gempal tapi seksi ani.. mau ku join sekaki masuk~ XD

picture of the day
Hafiz telah memenangi anugerah wajah ketakutan terhodoh yg pernah aku liat sepanjang hidupku.. tahniah pis.. tahniah..

ju betapakur jap.

bah, abis.

A-I-A ailobyuu! XD

2009-04-13T15:08:00.003+08:00

before aku kan membagi lafaz cinta buat seorang jaka yg pemurah hatinya.. aku promo dulu a website yg useful untuk mencari resources-resources untuk assignment buat nursing or IM students.I won't describe much.
just click on the picture.

*starting the gatal + pelik mode*

I LOVE THIS THING!!

This thing on my hand is a pemberian from a generous guy. nothing special, jgn pikir bukan2. he is a very very-MERY nice guy. no, no.. not Lanjiku.. also not Hazny nor Azrin.. just a guy yg very baik sgt! He dint want me to mention his name here, lets just name him 'a-i-a'. I know he's reading this. Uii 'a-i-a' Makasih ahh.. I really love it as much as I lab yUu!! XD wihiheee~ you know when aku pigang saja this mini notepad, the look saja very nice and elegant lagi.. chyeee.. and I love the silver colour.. very... how to say ah... very modern-ish. I likey! Makasih ah 'a-i-a'. Sengsara tah ko ni ndangar aku lafaz cinta arahmu tiap kali ku tenampak kau. atu la ko lampau baik sgt bagi aku benda2 berharga.. makasih 'a-i-a'. Eh kamu-kamu, c 'a-i-a' ani jua pernah bagi kredit $10 rah ku.. sebab tu aku sayang ia brabis.. *ketara materialistic* oh well. 'a-i-a' I love you!! kekekekk..

I love 'a-i-a' and the barang ia bagi.

dari dulu a-i-a tau yg aku gila duit a-i-a saja.. kesian a-i-a tapi tatap... a-i-a sorang yg baik sgt bkn psl brg2 & duitnya pasal sifatnya yg mudah menolong then suka menyanyi bukan2 walaupun suaranya sadang hodoh.. hihiii..

bah, abis~

BUSY WEEK

2009-04-12T14:27:00.001+08:00

It was supposed to be a busy week for me, this week and next week. but still I havent start any thing; revisions, homeworks, assignments what-so-eba.. I don't why I feel like all my energy and enthusiasm had drained out. so malas abis dunno wai.

RIGHT NOW IM BUSY WITH..

1) Working on a book (dictionary) with Seiji-san, a collaboration Japanese-Bruneian. Its actually quite tiring and my mind exhausted abis to think of any words or phrases. apanya C Seiji lagi, Fakhira-san, Not translate! just transliterate it.. okie Seiji.. gambare!! XD

2) Legal Ethics Assignment. Im dying of idea udah after clinical, I'll probably start... around.. erm.. some time in next week.

3) Mid-semester test. Thank god we were given this question banks! I havent start any of it pulang, but i think i will, soon.

4) Nursing care plans for Cancer of the bone. My group.. sorry Ive lost track. I shud have work with you guys.. we're finishing it today! i'll help!!

5) OSCE preparation. Ive tried bandaging and CPR a lot. Its fun (the CPR) but Sir emphasize on Tracheostomy care and Catheterization. I will practice more!

you must be dead bored by my schedules. I don't care. hahahahaaaa.. mbah Im out.

NOTHING MUCH.

2009-04-11T07:03:00.000+08:00

What The Hell are they doing?? oh well..
It's Saturday and usually there's nothing much to do. We have the whole day for free. This morning Sir Jup came in for a lil' briefing regarding the ET, Gleneagles Scholars and so on. Tch D also came in for the Clinical bus briefing. So, afternoon we have an aerobic session. They informed me on a very short notice, I can't do Poco-poco as Im not feeling very well plus there's no lanjiku to instruct together. We just did a normal aerobic session then the guys became nuts. well, its actually quite fun to see their madness. I have the video of their crazinessity but i wont put it here as it is very disgusting thing to see.. harharharrr

they also did a game; who can squat longer?

there's a gap where Hafiz previously occupied.

abang-abang bangkang-bangkang~Cheers to the abg2!

ITS OUT!

2009-04-10T14:44:00.004+08:00

This will sound so lame but i don't giva damn.. ui Nana! Shar!! Ada your guys pics dlm media permata!!! XD wekekekekekkkkk~ Its out, the pictures of yesterday's demo to the PDS ada di newspaper. here's the scans.tu Nana jadi patung.

Sharifah provide assistance after giving demo.

and yg ujung skali sebalah kiri is the well-known adam *shriek!* mental~

anywayssss.. dikala kebosanan dirumah dan akibat nda mau start revision *jan tah intai aku awal2, alum ku be-notes ni* selain dari beguling2 aku pun meliyat mubee yg telah lama keluar tapi baru ku liat. Cerita nya.. Love Phobia (2007)

Jalan ceritanya... bodo sangat. tapi aku kan andang jenis yg walaupun MINIMUM level of sadness tu pun aku bleh nangis meraung2. So erm, shapa yg mudah kebosanan, cerita ani bleh mbuat kamu tido 5 hari 4 mlm tanpa henti pi lau urg yg senitip sket psl lobu-lobu stowee mesti sadang melakat then mengeluarkan ingus sedih sejangkal. bah, okie. aku jalan2 lu ah..

p/s: liat wyg... mls ku. nada mood.

DEMO TO PDS students

2009-04-09T11:02:00.009+08:00

Group two (including K.Anam from the 1st group) was assigned to do a demo on CPR (CardioPulmonary Resuscitation) and Bandaging (Stump, Spiral, Figure of 8) to the PDS students so that they wud have the idea of being a nurse. It was fun to be a one-day tutor. I enjoyed it, hope the students did too.

the first group to come and see the demo. there are three groups altogether. They are cute and shy and brilliant too. good kids.

this is the second group. all girls in it.

the third group were all boys.

BANDAGING SECTION

My partner; Lyan & Mahirah.

after a demo, the kids will be able to do on hand practice.

giving assistance as they did it.

learning the basics.

CPR SECTIONYen practise the procedure befo giving demo.

assess the signs of life. (as if la ada, hihiiii~)

experienced Khaliq giving a blow... hem2.

doing compressions

Muizz tried as well.

the real deal. the student get a hands-on experience.

looks exciting.

the students were awesome. they're good in doing the full 30:2 compression.

adjusting the length of hands.

abg2 giving moral support..

The student who did the compression in this picture is actually Adam. He's become a star pasal of his good looks. damn the kaka-kaka were gatal brabis and giving moral support sampai meriah bnr. chit. dasar drg tu. atu baru yg kaka2, the kwn2 of Adam (yg bini2) did try to blow arah the dummy, tapi malu2 but then one of them ckp "come on, do it for Adam, come on!" ah chit. Gatal jua damit2nya.. Yg basar 2x5, yg damit pun sekepala.. heish.. Mati la ko ni Adam kana booking.. heish.. He's really cool you know, he's the only one bajunya tuck-out then ia jalan dgn tgnnya masuk dlm pocket. his hair is brownish.. wow.. "Hey Adam! Call me when you're 18 yahh... I'll be waiting~" [mode kaka-tua-lanji ON!]

bah, abis~

FRIENDS OUTING

2009-04-08T20:38:00.007+08:00

Fakhira! come on! hurry up now!
I think that's what they're trying to say..
Its nureen & yenThey're taking me to see the sunset. I wasn't plan to go watch the sunset but nureen got me into this. What the fuss.. I go saja la with them. it was fun though. as usual, a lot of picture taking happened. I really love snaps.

pis for the camera.

wth. harharrr..

bakas lalah bejalan bah ni bnrnya..

more and more of my outdated pis.

poster much?

this is nureen. She is Hazny's older sister. Its been a while I havent hang out with them as I have a lot more things to do but today since Im quite free, I just go with the flow. I miss them too as well.. =)

the sunset. I wish i cud watch sunrise...

mongkees.

udahnya nda berakal, andang cemani.

after a long tiring walk *skadar* we went for tungking salai *biar lanji* kira... bnrnya.. nda jua balik modal bejalan jauh2 batah then makan benda belamak.. heish.. biar gamuk~ wehihee~ aku makan dua cucuk saja ah (tungkingnya tungking gajah. basar2) hazny makan 3 cucuk.

para pelahap tungking sejati.

bah, abis.

IM GOIN' SUJU-CRAYJEE!!

2009-04-07T21:09:00.003+08:00

AHHH!! SO HAPPEEE!!I Finally get my hands on it!! yay!

but no dear.. its not the 3rd. its the 2nd repackaged!

Suju's 2nd Album Don't don repackaged is here!

out of the box...

then into the disc plate...

voila!! is ON!! yeah~ oah I love it! Thanks cicoshop!!

nice and simple.

there's booklet~

Im so dead... happily~ hihiheee~

Suju new sorry, sorry..
come to me hurry, hurry..
Im waiting~
*cium-cium imaginary suju*hikhikhiksss.. ketawa sambil drooling abis-abisan.

HARI YG BAHAGIA senyum sampai telinga

2009-04-06T18:37:00.011+08:00

Today, we learn stump bandaging. It's a soft and elastic bandage for amputees / for people who undergo amputation where the residual leg will be fully-covered. Tch Asmah was the tutor and Hj K. Anam joined our class cuz obviously he cudnt go to the clinical for medical reason. Tch Asmah asked him to show us how to do a proper stump bandaging since he already learned it.he did showed us. bravo Anam.

well, our class are always hectic. Today's victim will be Astiman.

the guys really love to fool around.

Juan's malpractice.

Juan continues to torture Astiman
moving to his legs..astagah! ada yg mengattack dari blkg lagi!

Bg Muizz joined sekaki. kesian timan!

COLLECTION OF MY VICTIM

Astiman & Hapis

Anam & Juan *setress*

Lollies lickin' gewd~

back to my brakal mode. I practice a lot of below knee amputation bandaging but havent got the chance to do even one above knee amputation yet. oredy tired maaa..

finishing up.

after class, Hazny brought me to Mall for a quick round up before 4 pm. I bought Suju's poster and photocards (wookie, donghae & hankyungie saja) then after 4 pm i rushed naik ke tgkt 3 for a mini surprise for Helen belated buttday. *excited, excited*

cake ready!

lights out.. waiting for helen..
along with helen's rum8 & kaseh.

menunggu dgn penuh kesabaran (...& kepanasan)

helen dtg! tapuk lakas!

there she is! HAPPY BUTTDAE LEN!!
SLAMAT TUA

she blew it. =)

Kaseh with ribbon, suppose to be Helen's present.

Choc Fudge cake yg abis dijangkau

yay!! eating time!!

dasar pelahap..

suap-menyuap still on..

the real present was Hair Sprayer green coloured (temporary) and a perfume.

I love the hair spray. shud buy one next time.

yea~ photocard~ nanges-bahagia guling2

bah, abis. masih senyum nih!! XD

TAPIIRRR! SLMT TUA! XD

2009-04-04T12:00:00.002+08:00

Helen aka tapir aka betina aka giuk manggut2 (yg last skali aku tipu) hihiii.. slamat tua len.. udah basar ni brakal-brakal tah.. sadar tah yg ko lebih bekeradut dari aku.. jangan malas2 bangun pagi.... jgn slalu ikut mkn benda bukan2 dgn aku sampai ceret beret esuk paginya.. aku ni kabal udah ni my parut, apa saja boleh masuk. ko pun masuk ni dlm parut ku lau ku mau.. harharharrr.. so anyway, melarat tah pulang... len, diharijadimu yg ke 31 tahun (wahahahaaa) aku doakan ko umur panjang, murah rezki kuar elaunmu nda lama gi, melimpah ruah sampai ko dpt mbungkus kan ku sekong kangaroo sebalik2nya ko dari Brisbane nanti (InsyaAllah, Amin, amin, amin).. bah, jan lupa tu ah.

nah, tulisan ditgn mu saja yg mampu ku hadiahkan.. kapih ku udah.. hahahaaaa.. nadawah.. hadiah nanti ku bagi, busy ku kmaren bakas case study ah (Alhamdullillah siap!).. ada ku buat serprise tu, ko eksen2 tekajut saja la ah.. hahahahaaaa.. bah, ailobyuu.

bah, abis pasal helen lu. skarang sama2 kita menadah tangan sekali lagi buat Kaka Munyati yg telah kembali ke rahmatullahi kira2 seminggu yg lalu. Alhamdulillah, sumbangan berupa wang tunai telah selamat diserahkan kepada Munyati. kami doakan mudah2an roh Kaka Munyati kan diberkati dan dicucuri rahmat. Amin, Amin, Amin..

Mun, yang tabah ya... *tsk*

LAST DAY TODAY tsk

2009-04-02T20:15:00.003+08:00

yes. Its our last day today, and I feel a lil' sober becoz honestly I can consider this ward as one of the teaching ward. I gain some knowledge here, I even test my bravery and have some courage to handle needles. Its my first time having a mentor too. And I am so damn grateful that even if my mentor is not around the other nurses will give their hands to help us gain some experience. Thank you so much. *tsk* harunyerrr..I'm gonna miss this 'teachers'

on our last day, I make sure that I did all my best to satisfy all my patient's needs. Im being active today. and oh, we did bring a mini feast for the the nurses there. Pasta (yummy!), doughnuts and fried noodles. Drinks pun ada jua.

tadaa~

the two kaka yg aku slalu buntuti sana sini.

ka norlinda and noorazizah (lurus ka? hihiii)

my wardmates. heh, gonna miss them lot.

bah, abis~

LAST DAY TOMORROW

2009-04-01T18:53:00.002+08:00

As I mentioned yesterday, today I'll be attending the ECA event that took place at the college (after my morning shift) as requested by Teachers and friends. I was lucky to be pulled back and be the instructor for a day. It was a nice experience even though My feet hurts so bad and Ive drained all my energy out. I was exhausted by the end of the ECA. I cudnt stay for the meal as I really need my beauty rest. I had fun tho. =)Me & My lanjiku were the only Group 2 who been called for the aerobic session.

Kebrets sejati.

Kaseh came after clinical too.

It took about an hour for poco2 and aerobic so there's not much time left for many2 games. they managed to finished 3 games only.

telling about teamwork.
its blur, my hands are shaky.

i like this game.

giving support to team members. see tu ada yg stumbling over.

shooting shuttlecock.

and oh..

Dear Dinda Anam.. Im sorry for menyusahkan ko tadi. I feel guilty abis. I shudnt have suruh ko jadi DJ tadi or else you wudnt hurt that much. Im sorry Dinda. Sorry sgt.

p/s: saya ingin mengucapkan jutaan terima kasih to pam jamban kuntut yang berjasa buat kekasih yg sanggup turun dari tingkat 4 semata2 kan meng-unsumbatkan jambannya. well done, pam jamban kuntut yg berjasa. terima kasih.

2 DAYS MORE TO GO

2009-03-31T22:05:00.004+08:00

First thing that I noticed (nda plg bnrnya, kaka yg gtau.. lau nda, nda ku nampak) there's a cctv been installed on the ward's ceiling. So, I volunteerily posing for the camera balik2, I know they've been wanting to paparazze me. *just consider paparazze as a word, mls ingau* harharharrrr..the newly installed cctv

and I came to a conclusion that: I LOVE AFTERNOON SHIFT so much! It gives the staffs time to teach us one by one without rushing, and Ive been able to get my hands on diluting IVs, administering it properly using the 5 rights, Giving IM, Sub-Q.. oh I'm so happy..

The only bay that we managed to get it empty. pis!

anyway, i get a message from Mijan this afternoon around 7.30 pm. He told me to change my shift to morning tomorrow, so as My Lanjiku. Both of us are needed for the ECA event at school tomorrow. Im half wanting and half resisting as I like poco-poco but I love afternoon shift more. ah.. well.. I chose poco-poco.

and oh

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEB.

drop dead gorgeous.

bah, abis.

CLINICAL PALAUness

2009-03-30T05:24:00.002+08:00

Hi. Its my 3rd Afternoon shift today and Im so happy. Its tiring if you keep working every morning. Im not really a morning person, so Im glad Im having my last 3 days for Afternoon shift. I think I did a lot in the afternoon (more in morning plg) without tiring myself. I enjoy the loads compare to the morning loads. eniweii.. this night, Im going nuts. I dont know what the hell was goin on with my head that i keep on doing small mistakes and get laugh by people. Gettin crazy oredy.

1) The staffs and a doctor asked me to obtain a patient's IC so i approached the patient's cubicle and asked her for her IC. she just said "Oh, IC saya?" then gave it to me. I came back to the front counter and gave the doctor the patient's IC. She looks confused and show it to others. "Its green, Is she a paying patient?" The doctor said. The staffs looked confused to and cramped in to see the IC... suddenly one of them laugh "Lai, Amahnya punya IC jua ko ambil ani! bukan patient ni lai!!" ASTAGAH. aku ambil IC amahnya behapa ah?? haiyah!! malunya! bodo punya amah. I leave the counter area (huge roar of laughter still on) and aga the amah. I said " Ini kamu punya ka? saya mau yg ibu kamu!" she laughs. "Oh saya ingatkan kamu mau yg saya punya, jadi saya kasi." Seriously, bodo punya amah. ko bukan sakit lurr..

2) I went to a patient for Vital signs checking (TPRBP-Temperature, Pulse, Respiration and Blood Pressure) and I saw her lying on the bed. So, I approached and ready to insert the Thermometer on the patient's armpit. I said "Kan menchek panas badan kita." baru kan masuk ke ketiak. She stopped me. "Ahh.. kita kan beguna mamaku ka? Aku anaknya. skajap ku panggil ia diluar ah.." She said and took off to search for her mom. the patient is her mom. not her. erkh. why the hell ia limpang on the tilam!

3) I was busy writing my info on a schedule along with the intake im in and the semester. While my hand was writing the number 4 on the semester column; the phone rings. I picked it up and said "Hello ward 4." woii! aku wad 7 woii!! The person on the phone burst out laughing and the staffs were laughing too. It get to my brakal-senses and quickly said "eh, eh, wad 7 ku wad 7!! bukan 4!" the person on the phone laughs. "Awu lai wad 7 ko tu. suka ko kan wad 4 atu ah." wth.

ahh... Im tired.
aku gila udah, gila.

Clinical Cinderella.

bah, abis.

Normal day

2009-03-29T05:48:00.000+08:00

Suppose to be nya today kami pi smayang sumbing arah Mom's grave with Akong and cousins balah Mama but then since the night before (Masa Earth Hour) kami udah ke sana ...beside, My eldest sis, Nance pagi ni ke sana so kami ambil balah babah, pi cousin ku kawen di Btg Mitus. Paham kamu ku ckp ah? aku pun kurg paham, puter belit. bodo aku ni. eniweii~the bride and the groom. I dint expect kami ikut ngantar sampai ke balah bini2, buset jauhnya bung, Lambak Kanan y0o.. panas lagi.. dahaga lagi.. heish..

groom punya ni.

patangnya around pkul 6, Hazny & Yen ambil aku dirumah then antar ke hostel. sampat jua la kami menyinggah ke Pasar Malam for foods (mostly tongkeng) and perfumes. I bought Escada. yg nda ori (duh!) hikhikhikksss..

Yen & Hazny

Hafiz yg kami putik siring jalan.

Masa balik ke hostel ada sekong ambuk tu kan, brani2nya teriak nama ku then melafazkan cinta basar2. Ya amputtt.. nda brakal udah lelaki tu. I thought Ia lupakan aku udah, masih lagi rupanya tanpa segan silu menerais yg ia admire ku then Fakhira, ailobyu. what the hell. shadap la yu. bagi malu kalau warga hostel dgr. (Aman, tau tu. jgn bising man ah.)

btw, Domi's back!

from Singapore.. with souveniers!!

ada.. famous amos..

keychain!! love it!!

abis~

EARTH HOUR

2009-03-28T16:03:00.000+08:00

Ever seen this banner somewhere? Yes, its an earth hour banner. encouraging people who care about the earth to switch of their lights and tell their story.

Google and Yahoo search engine participate to you know, the Google search went 'black-out' last night by darkening the search engine area and Yahoo is as shown above. for me, Earth hour is where everyone should participate and show appreciation to the earth and let it rest for just an hour. Its the least that we can do to show thanks to the earth. but it seems like part of Brunei (most of it kali) Ignore this environmentalist act. Its actually good you know, its not that payah jua wah.. an hour saja kaliah. show support la, join in!

Malaysia did Joined.
Lights off at The Twin Tower

Belfast City Hall and wheel participated

Holiday Inn in Indonesia turn off their lights too.

Australia

Singapore participated too..

Did you?

well, i did.peace to the earth. =)

Love the earth.

MY PWECIOUS.... PET?

2009-03-28T15:03:00.005+08:00

binatang peliharaan ku?
WATCH THE VIDEO =D

Ani la Padahnya kalau nasi + ayam kunyit bakas-bakasan yg inda bebuang selama 3 hari... muncul la binatang bergerak insit2 ani scara volunteer. Kalau warden nampak benda ni, sah aku ditandang kuar hostel.. gila, gila.. apanya c Najwa lagi.. extreme sgt udah giuk-miuk bekeliaran ni! wuish!! XD pelbagai comment aku dpt dari kwn2 ku.. kebanyakkannya mengucap secara ikhlas yg aku ni berigali kan mati, najis and so on.. tapi yowh.. ku bersihkan udah kaliah.. nada ku kan melihara benda secumil ini batah2, baunya saja bulih membuat urg sawan and mati bebuyah2.. heish..nah.. udah bersih bakas ku tayamumkan tadi..

area aroundnya pun udah ku clearkan and bersihkan..

conclusion, aku nda senajis mana kan? bersih abis udah! XD

p/s: HY aka Khadam Besar, I Hate You. ko gila.

CONDOLENCES

2009-03-27T15:41:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, We spotted an ambulance nearby My Auntie's neighbourhood so she decided to stop and take a look. I did capture a picture, its quite blurry since its around 6pm when i took it.I wonder what's the case..
I can't see the casualty well.

as they managed to get the casualty into the ambulance, they immediately took off. We waited for a while, my auntie were really concern about her.

Today, I got a text message from My Close Friend, Kaseh aka Moon.. she said she can't come to the college tomorrow as they are still mourning for the sudden death of her sister. O.M.G.. its her sister, the one that was brought by the ambulance was her sister, HER ONLY SISTER. She was having depression as she had lost the only sister that she has. And I really feel sorry for her. let us all, pray for Moon's sister and may her soul peacefully rest. Al-fatihah.

MAMA, HERE'S FOR YOU

2009-03-26T12:32:00.004+08:00

Hai. I'll be dedicating today's post for someone special to me.
My Mama.
so, lets start again one more time.

Hai, Ma. =)

Today, is the 10th year Mama nada around kami. I won't talk much my feeling as I cudn't express it well at this moment. A lot of things happened while Mama's not around. Mama is now having 3 wonderful grandchildren. Lea and I are no longer high-school students anymore. and yes, Mama, I live in a hostel for a while now but Babah olwes bawa balik sal kadang rumah tu sunyi tanpa aku *chyee.. prasan* no la, sal babah minta tulung taipkan all his office-work, I know If Mama still ada, he will refer to you and biarkan saja anaknya ani tebengkalai dihostel (harharrr) he misses you so much and still talks about you (a LOT, its true).

Babah wants us to see Mama as our role model. Yes, I can see that. You've left a huge hole in this family when you're gone and Its like I can feel there's a missing spot which will never be filled by any person at all. *sigh* seriously, Im suck at talking about mother, kan Ma? I never understand about motherly love as Mama left me at a young age where Im still this idiotic playful blabih-kan-mati-and nda pandai teranah. but one thing I know is you love us.. and we love you too. We miss you so brabisly to the max.

eh awu, If Mama still ada now.. I'll not be as fat as I am ryt now, kan Ma? Well, I guess I will olwes be your lil' big one. Love you. Will always pray for you =)

Love, Lily.

AKU CAKAP SERIOUS

2009-03-25T20:40:00.003+08:00

hai.

tadinya, aku ni kan membodokan diri psl aku ni udah sah menikah sama Azrin (Matthew ah, bukan Azrin MJ *laki urg tu bung*) dgn mas kahwinnya sebungkus Eiffel Tower yg berlabel "hati-hati bisa pecah". Awu bnr. Smlm udah kami tunang begagas sal Azrin putus harapan dgn kekasih LDRnya so Ia cari aku as his rebound girl. aku ON saja ni, asal kana bawa kawin.

bah, adang. aku tipu saja tu. masih ku bujang & lawa ni.

eniwei, aku bnrnya bad mood brabis to the maxima. pasal?

Ada lelaki yg numbur tipunnya 4240436 kacau ketenteraman idup aku.

Aku ni jenis mudah pembanci wah bnrnya. paling2 tah lagi semenjak kejadian lapas, ada urg bodo-sial-kan-mati-palui (ku sumpah kemaluannya naik ke dahi) membagi numburku dgn sewenang-wenangnya ke arah lelaki2 bodo jua. Lelaki2 tersebut pernah call aku, malam2 pukul 12, PUKUL DUA BELAS MALAM and cakap

"ko jua tadi suruh aku call kau, Fakhira kan?"

"tadi jua di chatrum ko kata ko minta call. Luruskan numbur c Fakhira ni?"

Fakhira ni? Wauu.. ia bagi nama bnr ku and numbur telipunku..

sial.

kamu tau, apa rasanya? aku rasa murah nyamu. aku rasa sgt2 betrayed. aku nda pernah jahati urg. setahu ku la ah.. nda tau la kalau ada yg pernah terasa ati dgn ulah ku yg sdg capi2 ani pi setahu ku, lau aku melampaui batas, aku pandai sadar kekurang-ajaran ku and akan minta maaf balik. tapi ku nda tau knapa sampai cematu sekali aku dijahatinya. puas tah atinya tu kali plan nya bejaya masuk ke dalam blog ku. minta glamer ka? ckp dpn2 wah lau mau, ku simpan gmbr mu buat 'a tribute' ntuk kau lau mau.. jan main cara tapuk2 tu, nda baik. buduh namanya. nda ku suka.

bah, tu ja. aku minta mahap rah semua urg. lau banci aku, gtau ja dpn2. aku try to cope with it. cuba ubah ulahku yg sdg lanji and capi2 ani. jgn buat bodo dgn cara cematu. aight?

eh, eh.. aku ada labih cash ditgn.. so aku shopping damit2an..

heee.. nail polish.. and hair wax from faceshop. tu ja.
jan mbazir. =)

and oh.. remember i keep saying: Riida, come to me?
hiiii.. I pick him up udah.

I bought this cd about 3 weeks ago thru Ebay.

so as this one. got it oredy~
there's something missing? I wonder mana... hmm..
buset kalau nada.

SEIJI IS IN TOWN!!

2009-03-24T20:11:00.004+08:00

I am so lucky to have him as my bestfriend!! I finally have a very good friend from Japan!! yay, and the commitment is mutual ah, bukan aku ngaku2 ia bezpren ku. Lillah *chyee* we talked and talked for hour. He was actually not as I expected. He's not that formal guy yg cakap very elegantly and very VIP like.. I was really feared brabisly at first. takut salah ckp, and my Engrissshhh sdg2 jua mantapnya.. but then ckp sama Seiji.. somehow.. it feels normal. =) *happy grin on my face*

Who is Seiji?

Seiji is actually Prof. Dr. Seiji Shibata. A Professor from the School of Medicine, Kagawa University, Japan, which is the center for research and educational development in higher education. I was impressed by his Master in Economics, Bussiness, Accounting. PhD in Nursing of course, and a lot of his other achievements. He deals with poeple like Dr Rani (RIPAS Hospital board of director) and Pehin Dato Hazair.

How I met him?

Hm.. I met Prof. Dr Keiko Imai Kishi of Japan during the International Nursing Conference (INC) and I helped her with the Internet and unintentionally introduced me to Dr Seiji Shibata, since then we contacted thru emailing and we've been a good friend since then. He won't let me address him as Dr of Prof. Just call him Seiji becoz we are friends, he said. how nice of him.

What have we talked about?

a lot of stuffs. the progress of MJ emerging with UBD. Bruneian lifestyle. his family and his wonderful mother. His travel around the world. lots of stuffs! =D

here's some more picturesDato Adnan Buntar became his driver for a day. XD
So cute how he grab my hand *tkajut!* hahahaaa..
my turn to grab his hand. *biar nda pelik rasanya*
hahahaaaaaa.. XD

dgn kata lain... Seiji cumil!! =)

DISAPPEARING

2009-03-23T15:16:00.004+08:00

yes. I know. Ive been extremely busy that I havent got the time to hapdets my pwecious bloggie. right now, Im still workin' on my case study. Limited time, my patient almost discharge. My pyelonephritis patient pun kana discharge. nahas la my case study. currently Im taking the hip hemio-something-something-medical-jargeon. haishhhh.. This Thursday, ada Junior's OSCE at college so we're lucky to have a day-off from clinical. but Im not involve in those event during that day as I have a special occasion myself. I havent met Seiji-san yet, Im not very looking forward to it thou. jumpa, jumpa. inda, inda. =) bah, I got something to do. chau chau peeps.

Im gonna take my riida before its too late.

A STORY-MAIL

2009-03-21T20:30:00.007+08:00

hey y'all. how's it goin'?

me? Im oke2 aja. it has been a hectic week. Im in a total disaster. Im so farkin' broke and Im tired. My head is almost burst oredy. *whining guling2* anywayssss.. btw. tadi aku ada receive an email from someone anonymous. this person seems desperate and minta tulung aku.. just to give some thoughts i think..here's the full isi of the email..

Dear FHMS,

I have been following your blog and I found it very interesting on how you express your feelings through your blog posts. I find it useful for expressing mine. Will you help me on this? I need some expressing to do. I need to voice out my thoughts. I’m going to tell you my feelings in story form for you to understand the situation better and I need your feedback on it. I really need your help.

I have a very big family. We used to be happy even though we lived a hard life. For me, along with my siblings, our life was perfect even though others look down on us. We loved each other, although there are some conflicts but that is what a happy family is all about. We express our feelings and be heard. Then we compromise and forgive…

Not until our father left us.

We were sent to foster parents. I was scared at first. I was scared of the new parents. What if they don’t like me? What if they were not like my father? As time passed, I can see our new parents were trying to make us like before, one big happy family. We were used to our father but we remembered his words before he left. He wanted us to move on and be happy, with or without him. We respect our father very much, so we tried to please and follow every wish of our new parents.

We are trying very hard.

I hope our new parents would understand that but there seems to be conflicts between our new parents. Our parents are splitting us apart without knowing it. Our new father wants us to be with him, and so is our new mother. They are trying to win our hearts but instead they are crushing it. We don’t want to be separated. It hurts. We know how it feels to be separated from our father. We need no more separation between us siblings. My new father seems to understand our situation and I feel quite comfortable to open up to him. My new mother… *sigh*

My new mother is somewhat manipulative. She wants to get what she wishes, no matter what means to get it. She wants us to be perfect in front of our neighbors’ eyes. She wants us to obey her every rules, so that the neighbors will think that we are obedient and that she is a good mother to train us that way. I think she wants the best mother award from the mayor. Instead, we feel like a dog on a tight leash. We understand that she’s trying her best to win our hearts but she doesn’t care of how we feel.

I’m getting tired. I feel like running away from all of this but I can’t leave my siblings behind. What will happen to them after I left? What would you do FHMS, if you were in my position? Hit me back soon, yea? I don’t want my happy family to fall apart. I still need them, and I know they still need me too. But should I let my new mother trample our hearts and confuse us in what our initial understanding of a big happy family? Because to me… a happy family is where love overflows with no boundaries and conflicts, hidden or spoken out, are meant to be solved…. Together.

Yours truly,
MTT.

I SAY..
hm.. I pitied you dear.. but i don't think I can do much. *wow.. somehow I feel like a professionals giving speech. anywaysss~* I think Ive felt things such as this before and from my view, its hard to talk to someone manipulative face-to-face. Its a NO-GOOD conversation when you talk in-person with someone such as your new momma. better not do it, don't ever do it by yourself. Have you ever try talk to ur new dadee about her (since he is quite understanding)? how about a family talk? all in one, together with your siblings. I think a Huge family (intense) discussion would do it, as long as your siblings are not scared to face your manipulative 'momma'... and i think you should be proud of yourself for still staying and not abandoning your siblings.

you see, I really hate manipulative people. I mean, like.. seriously.. why cant they talk normally like they do instead of memutarbelitkan then repeat the same nonsense facts and ignore the REAL deal from normal-others? such way, they'll never live in a happy peaceful life. manipulative people olwes have this annoying smirk or irritating grin on the face when they have said or talked about something sarcastic or cynical or something brakal-ish (when actually mcm idiotic pulang usulnya) heihhh...

watcha guys think?

IM BACK =D

2009-03-21T17:03:00.001+08:00

some quick hapdets.
1) aku nda ikut e.t. its my finalized decision and nothing will change it.
2) Riida has landed but i cudnt come and take him... tsk..
3) Seiji-san is in town, hope I'll met him soon. he said we will. Im looking forward to that. sedikit takut jua bung. =)
4) its 21st and elaun kami tatap alum muncul2.
5) Jadi model Junior's OSCE ka ku inda ah? hmm..
6) Patient ku balik equal to case study ku ilang. buset.
7) Domi on-leave ke Singapore to meet her sistah.
8) Some kwn2 went to RTB for the Kidney Day.
9) OSCE remedial ku slasai.. pis. XD
10) Aku kana panggil matron di ward. wth. =D

some pictures.brunch with hapees

junior, Qidah wif Hiks.

wif ayang & ambuks di Jubli ndgr talk dari principal regarding UBD stuffs. since, tomorrow aku nda balik rumah, aku sleep dihostel and bertapa di gua lobby dgn makhluk ni...

raksasa dihadapanku.
lap yuu helen.. =)

TEMPORARY SHUT DOWN

2009-03-16T15:59:00.005+08:00

FHMS is currently busy.
updates will be impossible.
pwecious-life will hibernate for a while.
thanks for stoppin' by. =)

oh.. there's some whining i would like to shout out before i go.

apa kan lagi masalahnya elaun kami batah keluar? yg ku dgr2 ah, berita dari mulut ke mulut yg sgt aku percayai, perkara ani patutnya inda tejadi wah tetapinya ada benda yg kurg menyenangkan telah menyebabkan elaun kami tebantut. knapa lagi kan? seriously. aku sangal udah wah, taun2 lapas nda pernah jadi cemani teruk. ani clinical ah, kan makan patient saja rasaku sal mati kebulur nda tebali makanan di koperasi . tulung diyh.. kesian tah kami ani. kan minta dari peindungan rasaku kami ni basar2 bebulu udah yawh.

SATURDAY AT COLLEGE

2009-03-14T16:14:00.003+08:00

Di Kolej ada..Baby dog! hiheee.. the puppy so cute. Anak2 yg tebiar leh Mama dog. kejam. Lau Azrin nampak mesti ia nangis brabis ni sambil ciyum2 the baby dog, kan? kan? XD hiheee.. anyway, tadi Lanjiku bawa out for lunch. Kami bawa jua tarus dua ambuks, Kebrets and Hapis. hihiiii..

Mamam...

Ambuksss..

afta makan ayam spring yg berat.. kami aerobics..

tu aku dicelah abg2..

iski joa~

abg2 kontrol hensem~

tapi udahnya aerobik, ilang hensem yawh.

pemandangan indah dihdpanku~

buat bodo.

bah, abis~

SPECIAL FOR HER

2009-03-13T20:25:00.004+08:00

To show our regrets, Aman and I decided to do something for Aqila's belated Boobsday. We had apologized as our extreme bussiness made us forget about her. We had it all planned, we called her mother and so on. So, this morning, around 9.10 (janji Aman pkul 8.45 pulang...) we went to Huaho for a quick shopping for beverages and snacks. Thanks to Aman for sponsoring ALL of it. I havent receive my allowance, its hard for me to join-in pay.

Aman di kasirrrr~

after mini-shopping, we went to Mum's for a Tiramisu cake. I wanted the cholet moist but it looks distasteful and go for the tiramisu instead. Again, thanks Aman for sponsoring..
we mistaken Aqila's age, well, actuallynya Aman plg yg mistaken.. its actually 19, Aman thought 20, they have to tukar the wordings lagi.
the present. its a handbag.

Im not sure if she's surprised or touched by it. she dint show any exact expression but Im happy she did looked happy. yay~ actually I was having a really good time, but as I said before, Im tired. and still feeling a lil' exhausted after PM shift last night. so Im pretty bushed.

sleeping ugly.Im kidding. hiheee~
anyway!

2/3 of the family joined in.

Thankiss Aman for making semuanya berjalan lancar.. nanti blanja escapade ah? okie.. tadikan Aman blanja arah kadai makan sanesha.....

miss them oredy!!! lobu my BFFs!!

p/s: FARK bnr jua yeh, sasak ku the whole day with my BFFs, my hape keeps on bebunyi. its my classmates texted me for the research assignments.. MCM TAH AKU SIAP UDAH WAH.. sangal ku kana tanya the whole day SAMPAI MALAM. sangal ku sangal! iatah mbarinya kan quit wah cemani ani! aku alom siap, cana ku kan jwp? nda payah apologize, aku paham kamu desperate. aku pun yawh... dipahami tu..

Im home and happy.

2009-03-12T23:13:00.005+08:00

Hai.

Im gonna do a LOT of talking and you're gonna do a LOT of reading. I won't be putting in any pictures and I will bore you to death. Hm. its my specialty. making others annoyed and bored with me. pis. hihiii..

so, Im gonna start with my morning.

MY MORNING...

I planned to wake up around 8 or 9 but the sound of Domi's stereo was so loud that I cudnt continue my beauty sleep. and oh, its my first time 'afternoon shift' for this clinical placement, that's why I woke up late. As usual, I went to the Hostel's heaven which is the lobby. That's the only place we get Free 24 hours wifi, with air-conditioned room and a TV to watch. Warden seek some help with a person who keeps bothering her with 18sx email, I did helped and manage to get to his website that shows photos of his 'Crazy' party. It was unpleasant and we ignore it. Warden blocked that guy. My lanjiku texted and asked about research critique. Which aku mls kan ckp... but then C Ujee ada text jua regarding buat research critique dilebri. So, Im happy to come with her. I manage to finish 9/10 of it (Thank you Allah!), tinggal overall presentation saja lagi. fighting!

MY AFTERNOON...

I shud be ready for work before 1pm, but my lazy start as I had my lunch (Nasi goreng ikan bilis + cucur manis + mee) I feel bloated and extreme sleepy. I even slept in the bus on the way to hospital. I cudnt help it, the syaiton so many gantung2 on my eyelid. Working at ward started with a talk by the staff nurses along with sister and student nurses. They did a presentation on drugs and their properties. It was actually very effective, as I can feel the line between we, student nurses and the staffs fades away. Its a good thing, the ego-walls mula runtuh and we communicate with each other well. its nice.

guess what, I never thought my afternoon shift wud be this fun! Today was the day I really feel i don't want to quit. Ive always been thinking of quitting but today I don't. I used to feel like this when I was working at ward nine. and today, I feel it again. Im happy. I did IM injection for the first time! yay! thanks kaka (i forgot her name). I know its a small matter, Im phobia to needles, so i need to gather a lot of courage and support from others. but today, i did it and Im happy. I shall try blood-taking next. and stoma care also. =D

MY NIGHT...

I laughed my heads off, recalling how Hafiz trapped in the elevator. Its funny. and, and.. masa kaja tadi.. Ive transferred a patient from colonoscopy to day-ward. Me and the staff nurse stopped infront of the door and talked, the patient was drowsy (from the pethidine) but for a second he sadar and stared at me. I apologized and said to him that I wasnt talking to him but to the staff nurse and asked him to rest lagi. but he keeps on staring and muttered something... he said.. 'Fakhira.' I was utterly shocked. 'Eh?' comes from me. He said again "Fakhira" clearly. "yes." I said and faced him. Ive never seen him before. who is he? "ko shapa?" I said. again, dgn drowsynya ia beckp something, quite inaudible maybe psl ia very weak.. I heard him saying "buat furniture" heh?? I was bangang brabis. "Buat furniture?" Okay, ia tukang buat furniture, urg buat furniture kenal aku.. hm. weird.. I repeat the words again "Buat furniture??" he kumpul smangat kuat sikit... then ckp.. "Boyfriend neecha" Oh!! Right!! Boyfriend Neecha!! bwahahahaaaaa.. how idiotic! now, i remember, ive seen him in neecha's photos. Its Neecha's boyfriend! heheee.. buat furniture.. wat de hell..

Riida.. what took you so long... I miss you oredy..
I miss Azrin. *sigh* I miss Sur jua, like... brabisly. sgt2.
eh awu.. Happy buttday dearest Amir.. =D God bless.

JUST ANOTHER NORMAL DAY

2009-03-11T21:11:00.002+08:00

No. we're not doing any borneo-cleaning today, and no we're not doing any pasang-tabir today.. but yes, we did store-keeping and i also become a porter today. porter is the person who sends patients or stuffs to another wards or clinics or any departments. Today, Ive sent patients to the Operation Theatre, to Echo, to ElectroCardiogram, to Biopsy, to xrays and to ward 2 (paediatric).

It was extremely tiring.

I cudnt feel my feet!! fark.

anyway..

Ceca's promised to treat us for a movie, so we went tonite. Mamii cudnt come becoz she's afternoon shift. Domeh cudnt come becoz she's on air at Pelangi FM. i'll try to put in the streaming audio here later. I have a lil piece of it recorded in my handphone so that Domeh can listen to her small tiny miny voice. back to my area.. we went for a movie, me ceca and jee saja. The audience very sikit. its just the three of us and a guy. 3 girls and a guy. we watch...

no la, no.. the screen just show some stupid commercial. harharharrrr.. there's no such thang as indian movie at Cineplex. we watched..

It was a good movie. I like it, not a lot plang but its enuff to kill my boredom and tiredness. at least it drives my mind of works and stuffs. I really feel my head is cramping and Im about to quit oredy. seriously, im tired and fed up. huuuhhh.. bah, bah.. stop ckp psl perkara bodoh. don;t whine.. and be happy, shall we? =') *tsk, tsk*

Qila, kill me now. Im sorry.

2009-03-10T19:46:00.002+08:00

Okay, I don't know what have got into me right now. I keep forgetting My BFFs' birthdays. fark. fark brabisly. Qila, Im sorry. Im really-really-REALLY sorry for the nada tradition pukul 12 mlm texting, nada text ko paginya atu jua (I was very busy antar patient ke other clinics), nada hadiah, nada surprise.. I was very busy and telalai and slajur telupa ur birthday. my apologies from the bottom of my heart sgt2. I want you to know yg aku nda pernah lupakan kau, its just aku leka saja dgn kraja and so on sampai nda teingat ur bday. Im really sorry brabisly. please take care of urself, i hope you enjoy your bday. Love yuh owesh.

STORE-KEEPING?

2009-03-10T19:23:00.003+08:00

Yep. Its our new task. We are now officially a full time borneo-cleaner. hihihiiii.. this time Sister of the ward brought us to do some saving for the so-called Mass Disaster. I was actually impressed how the Sister of the ward kept all the stuffs well.One of the junior was helping

Shira, Feeza & Beb were giving hands..

Faten is the new member to the ward.

I loss my appetite after the tiredness i endured ngantar patient ke physio and cardiology department tadi. So, aku makan yoghurt + sushi + coke zero saja. atupun jadi riuh rendah drh sekantin (tmpt be-ekon) konon aku diet la. bah, adang.. sh-shh! alum ku kan kurus ni. and anu jua, bangkai kamu menyebarkan khabar angin yg kononnya research critique ku siap. NADAWAH, NADA!! lum siap wah, start pun alom!

recess with lanjiku

bibi and moon from neighbouring ward

Hayat, Effa & Sir Yapand oh, happy blated bday cintaku~ wahahahaaaa.. happy blated astiman. ku doakan ko senantiasa huduh spaya urg lain nda guna kau slain aku. harharharrr, nadawah.. mudahan tambah hensem timan.. lab yuu~

and anu jua..
TADI ADA C ERIE JANAH!!

I miss this girl sgt2. She used to be one of us. something comes up that she have to quit and continue her life. I miss her.

Bah, abis~

COME AND VISIT!!

2009-03-09T21:00:00.003+08:00

FHMSpwecious-guys is now officially open!! yeyeh!! yipee-ki-yay!! Some of you who are none fans of my pebwet guys must feel extreme relieve now cuz nada lagi muka drg2 disini. fine, ikut suka kamu. kamu bagi suggestion, i try to compensate. Now, its officially open my 3rd blog. My 1st blog was FHMSpathetic-life; don't bother to visit - officially tutup udah. Now, my 3rd blog is open - especially for Arashi, Suju, FT Island & Shinee fans. Im won't promise I'll update much on that one but i'll try.
btw, what's new on that blog..
SUJU FULL 3RD ALBUM SORRY SORRY AUDIO ADA UDAH!!!

wanna hear? go there to listen to the FULL SONG.
http://fhmspwecious-guys.blogspot.com
(just click on the url here)
bah, abis~

HOLIDAY CONCLUSION

2009-03-09T07:39:00.004+08:00

Today, my holiday is officially done. It has come to an end. What have I achieved so far?

NOTHING.

1) I havent finish.. no, no.. I HAVENT START my research critique.
2) I havent done any self-practice to polish my nursing skills. fark.
3) I havent collect all notes for the upcoming test. *totally doomed*
4) Im addicted to Fatal Frame & Silent Hill again.
5) I have lost a huge sum of money by EBAY-ing. (Im kapeh abis ryt now)

so.. erm.. *sigh* mls aku kan ckp yeh... mati aku, mati!

better start research critique now. chau!

eh, eh.. erm.. jap, jap. aku bagi hapdets on J/K-Craze lu ah... *giggle lanji*

J/K Craze starts now!
apologies, to the non-fan of the J/K section. I know aku mcm bnyk buat hapdets on them. I think I need to make another blog for them. whadya think? shud i?
leave comment on cbox yah!

anyway, here's riida hapdets..here's riida kengalihan bakas participate umban bula dlm tv show VS Arashi. kesian usulnya, naleh sgt ka?

poor riida. look exhausted.

FT Island came to Gag concert!!

I forgot the comedian name.. hmm.. the one yg olwes fool the celebrities. His previous victims includes SNSD, Heechul (Suju) and lot sa..

arssshhh.. very cute...

Have you seen 12plus new commercial?
FEATURING YEHSUNG, HEECHUL & SIWON!
they captured it in Thailand.

Yehsung waved at fans..

I don't know what the hell are they doing..

drunk yehsung? harharrr..
help him siwon! XD

Riida, come to me. Hurry!
k.i.v new blog coming soon? hmm..

push Rsch aside dulu..

2009-03-07T10:01:00.008+08:00

(panting wildly) huh. huhh. huh! I can't breathe. really.

This is all wrong. I shudnt be doing this.

no. no, no, no.

please, no..

Oh my god.

don't tempt me.. don't!!!

SUJU MV TEASER IS OUT!!!!! uwargh!!!!

hihihihihihiiiiii XD

gila, gila, gila, gila!! the teaser very teasing w0o!! *hahaaa.. apakan..*

while kononnya aku kan nyiap kan My Research Critique hari ni, suma tu tebantut pasal Riida, Suju, and FT Island. don't blame me. I have problems with my guy-obsession. Andangnya tu, bila dtg gatal, napsu buas tidak dpt dihenti kan lagi. wuahahaaaa!!

RIIDA ON THE TOP CHART WITH KUMORI NOCHI

FT ISLAND WITH BOYS OVER FLOWER PARODY

bah, J/K-CRAZE UPDATES starts now!!ok. ok. Im confused. Issit 11th or 12th?
the news arah JPOPAsia diatas tu gtau on the 12th
arah official poster suju 3rd album gtau on the 11th.poster ani. hmm.. nah, preview of the MV
teaser saja nii.. so teasing~ *harharharr**start pengsan**bangun laju2 cari yehsung*ahhh!!! im in heaven!!
really nda sabar!!

NEXT NEWS IS ON RIIDA

As y'all know, Arashi punya new single 'Believe' kuar udah and oso Riida punya 'Kumori Nochi' released jua udah. yeyeh.. tinggal aku kan ebay saja lagi. *iski, iski*

released and performed live udah.arah utabanMy pwecious one.
guess what? they made it to the top list!!
yeah~ that's my Oh-chan~

NEXT IS ON FT ISLAND
have you seen the Boys Over Flower parody by them?
its crazy.
Hongki with curls? hm.
seriously. he's hot.
hehehh. cam bnr.
*drooling abis*
hihiii..brabut..

bah, bah.. awu tah.. siapkan Rsch Critique tah ku ni..
Riida, come to me! XD

uhUhuhUu. nangis tua

2009-03-07T09:31:00.003+08:00

My holidays almost come to the end.. Ive been..

Shopping
Non-stop pigging
Blogging
Whining
Singing loudly
EBAY-ing
Fooling around

... FARK.

Research Critique alum begarak bung!!!!

buset sebuset-busetnya. sah aku mati.

that's all. right now, I must do what I should do.... Download Video Riida. What??!! I need to relax my mind dulu before start stressing it. right? right, right.. *angguk2 vigorously*

ah, awu. before aku chau. I want to express my MISS-feelings to some people.
Riida
I know ko busy promo album 'believe' & 'kumori nochi' pi jan lupa aku ah. tcare. I love you to the max brabisly.
Azrin
I know ko bahagia abis udah disana; bisai2 beidup ah.. jaga diri.
Aman
Cuti ni mcm nada contact jalan2.. knapa ya ah.. hantah. =)
Qila
hm.. bila dpt jumpa.. aku kan nanes udah nii..
Jackson
Patut ka aku rindu kau? Awu. *tsk*

hmm.. uwaa.. aku syg kawan2.. mana durg ah.. =')

Finishing ASSG + HONGKI UPDATE!

2009-03-06T09:26:00.005+08:00

I went to DBP Tutong for a group study with my fellas. I came too early and decide to browse thru the books first. found just A lil' saja yg siuk2 yg lain, MasyaAllah. mls kan ckp.many cook books.

Im interested im making sushi-rolls.

here's my two companion.

and oh, there was mari becerita session.

the judges and watchers.

from the group study, not much can we get. hihiiii.. mostly creta2 kosong ja. wahwahwahhhhh kes nada kraja wah tu bnrnya.. hihiiii..

HONGKI HAPDETS!!
FT Island ada buat concert last tym masa 20.02.2009 (bkn plg di Brunei). So, ada dis FANCAM sampat merakamkan a Fan teriak nama Hongki sebasar2nya and ckp saranghae. Hongki Balas HIS teriakan. yes, you read it right. peminat atu HIS. lelaki yoo. cool!!

the new member ready2 backstage.. then Hongki come by..
a GUY FAN start teriak dgn suara garaunya..

buat Hongki tekajut and pusing and aga disiring2 stage tu

other FT Island member pun kajut. Hongki malu2..

then the GUY FAN teriak lagi. HONGKI SARANGHENUNDE!! Hongki ckp kamsamnida.. awwhhhh.. kawaiii Hongki-ne!!

bah, abis~

Riida, Aishiteru. pls come to me. =)

My little one + SUJU COMEBACK (teaser)!!

2009-03-05T20:00:00.005+08:00

this is my lil' one yg buat my holidays riuh, membingitkan, menyangalkan, mengalihkan, memenatkan but seriously membahagiakan.. =D I love her.me and littlest lesha

notty lesha attacking ze camera

peacefully sleeping

playing around

kacau aku dgr lagu..

filling up her shorts with dolls

loving her. missing her olwesh. holidays please do not end now...

Riida, ailobyew to the max.

ui kamu kamu!!! hihiiiii.. K-Craze update now!!! kamu pun tau especially E.L.F yg suju comeback will be on 13 Macrh mendatang. udah kamu liat previewnya?? balum?? better se now yawh!! so cool man! sugoi-ne!! please do see (sendiri) i won't give any links but surely aku bagi pics saja cuz its very hard to find the source. (aku pngaritssss.. awu tau~ XD) click on the pix lau mau larger view. =)million credits to sapphirepearls, gorgeous18, yesasia! for the pics and info.

the song list is out

01 . SORRY, SORRY
02 . 니가 좋은 이유 (Why I like you)
03 . 마주치지 말자 (Let’s not…)
04 . 앤젤라 (Angela)
05 . RESET
06 . MONSTER
07 . WHAT IF
08 . 이별… 넌 쉽니(Heartquake)
09 . CLUB No.1
10 . HAPPY TOGETHER
11 . 죽어있는 것 (Dead at heart)
12 . SHINING STAR

credit: YESASIA! + sapphirepearls.com + gorgeous18
TAKE OUT WITH FULL CREDITS
thank you brabisly. XD

Kenali Negara Kitani; Kenali KAMPUNG AKU =D

2009-03-04T14:02:00.007+08:00

My kampung nda la se-faymes aku (Cheh, prasan). It is located di Tutong namely Kpg Kiudang/Mungkom. Im not sure the size and the population but the villagers sure are related to one another. Recently, Ive found a newspaper cutting of 'Program belia Cinta Tanah Air Fasa III 2009' where a group of 'Belia' (Youth) came to Kiudang/Mungkom and stay for.. erm.. 3 days? Im not sure.. you actually can read from this keratan surat akhbar dibwh ni.. (better you go find the original cutting la)lupa ku put in the date here. =D nvmind.
tu my babah in the pic bagi ucapan yg pakai cap.

I think its a great opportunity for them (the youth) as Kiudang/Mungkom has it own hidden special features for them to discover such as learning bahasa Meting, Visiting Wasai Bedanu & Sapok, Visiting Ladang ternak Ikan or Ladang Meriok and so on.. unfortunately, what Ive heard from my Babah was that, their short stay limits all these activities but they sure have experienced more than they have expected such as...

learning how to buat kelupis with the elderly

the guys also joined in..

yeah, they've managed to stop by at Wasai bedanu

happy faces~ nda ngalih meh?

A participant said this in his speech (mewakili his bunch)
".... keindahan yang dilihat di Wasai bedanu, seruan azan yang datang dari Masjid Kpg Kiudang, Udara segar yang dihirup di kawasan padi, Kelupis yang dirasai hasil buatan tangan sendiri dan kasih sayang yang dicurahkan oleh keluarga angkat akan dikongsi semuanya dengan keluarga, saudara mara dan sahabat handai apabila pulang nanti."

touching... tsk. Anyway, I would like to say a LOT / a HUGE thanks and appreciation (My biggest gratitude) towards those Belia who made the villagers happy and pleased to have you guys as their 'sons and daughters'. Please, please, please, do come again yuh? I'll be happy to meet you guys personally. (I havnt got the chance last tym becoz I stayed at the hostel.)

'Suara Belia Masa Depan Negara.'

to conclude all, here are some pictures of TAMAN REKREASI WASAI BEDANU of Kpg Kiudang / Mungkom, Tutong. Come for a visit some time =)

keratan akhbar tentang Wasai Bedanu

Papan Tanda 'Selamat Datang'

Jalan masuk menuju kawasan pondok2 rehat sebelum sampai ke Wasai Bedanu

Pondok rehat hasil projek penduduk kampong yg berjaya dibina dan disiapkan pada awal tahun ini.

terdapat 5 pondok semuanya. Masing2 dibina mengikut citarasa kumpulan2 sendiri.

Hasil binaan masyarakat Tiong Hua Kampong kiudang

menggunakan bahan binaan moden dan asli.

pondok rehat dibina dan di cat seperti masjid.

setelah puas meliat kawasan pondok, kamu bolehlah meneruskna lagi perjalanan masuk ke Wasai dgn menuruni bukit yg agak curam. Terdapat anak tangga dan tali pegangan disediakan bagi memudahkan untuk turun bukit.

kalau Anak damit mampu turun bukit tinggi tu, knapa inda kita-kitani? X]

sampai!! XD
inilah WASAI BEDANU.
deras aliran air tergantung kepada cuaca, jika semalam sebelumnya ada berlaku hujan lebat insyaAllah deras lah air menjunam turun..

ada denai bertingkat dikawasan tersebut.

dikatakan ani Wasai janggut. pasal ia sedikit saja airnya turun then mcm janggut sulnya.. hantah yeh... there is actually ada gi satu Wasai but I never been there paslanya the jalan to the next wasai very licin.. malas ku ikut.. you go la if you want.
bah, abis~

ADA APA DGN BERABUT?

2009-03-03T15:38:00.008+08:00

I know this topic udah bangas, and i just want to share it lagi with y'all cuz somehow i found this topic very intimidating for me to talk about. Its about Malaysia claiming singapore's island as theirs and Malaysia claiming Indonesian's tradition as theirs. I've read all comments and Ive browsed thru the net for this. I hate to see those racist comment, ahh.. then marah2 ucap sana, ucap sini.. I mean.. come on la guys.. Malaysia, Indonesia, Singapore and even, Brunei; for me masih di dlm satu rumpun.. bahasa Melayu 4-4 negara masih dapat kita fahami. why make such a fuss? why can't we just share but acknowledge saja dari mana asalnya benda atu, nda kira la.. food ka, traditions ka. ada satu comment tu i found very ridiculous (from youtube) by doublecrx

"kalu orng malaysia makan rendang pun dah kata mencuri budaya indonesia.."

wth. its just a rendang. cua kamu imagine *imagine, imagine* Kalau aku makan pocky rasa pisang (pebret kambingjantan) di Brunei ni berarti aku curi budaya Indonesia jua la? nda kan.. kalau aku makan Gula misai kucing (asal Malaysia).. aku curi Budaya jua la ah.. apa ni?? kan enjoy foods from outside pun kira curi budaya jua ka masani.. apa ni?? wth.

so, lets talk about the first debate yg kana gembar gembur sana sini. pasal the pwecious island yg drg riuhkan tu.

ROUND 1: SINGAPORE VS MALAYSIA

on PULAU BATU PUTEH (PEDRA BRANCA)(ting, ting, ting-TING) - bell berbunyi
Pulau sebasar 2 padang bola ani telah menjadi isu tegang urat antara dua belah pihak for more than 28 years udah. sampai2 kan berperang pasal berlakunya 'pencerobohan'. dikatakan the pulau sejauh 46 km dari Singapore while Dari Johor, Malaysia sejauh 14.3 km saja. Asalnya this pulau does belong to Malaysia (the British udah agreed dgn Msia to owned and used this pulau) but Singapore proclaimed that Malaysia bersikap diam diri inda peduli langsung perkembangan pulau ni, different from Singapore yg menggunakan taktik.. what they called... 'pengantin perempuan Melayu' *wth* said that Malaysia is 'anak tiri' British means drg used the pulau pasif-ly w/out menghasil kan apa2 from the pulau while 'anak angkat' British, of course Singapore bersikap agressif and they proclaimed jua yg drg la pewaris sah pulau peninggalan British atu.so, Alhasilnya?

Mahkamah Keadilan Antarabangsa (ICJ) memutuskan bahawa Pulau Batu Puteh adalah milik Singapura.

dah. habis cerita. aku malas bagi comment yg which side lurus, which side salah. watir ku psl comment di blog ani buat Malaysia & Singapore riuh lagi.. chyeee~ prasan. *emangnya blog ku ani dibaca internationally, huhuu*

next case coming thru!!

ROUND 2: INDONESIA VS MALAYSIA

on TARIAN REOG PONOROGO, BATIK, LAGU RASA SAYANGE, ANGKLUNG, POCO-POCO & POCKY RASA PISANG *last skali tipuku* hihihiiii~

1) TARIAN REOG PONOROGO
kostum reog ponorogo
w/out bnyk ckp this dance does belong to Indonesia. Namanya jua dari PONOROGO, asal daerah di Indonesia. So, Malaysia lost dlm case ni.

2) KAIN BATIKhm. malas ckp jua.. batik does belong to Malaysia. Batik Solo is batik (asal Malaysia) yg dihasilkan oleh org2 Solo, Indonesia. that's why they called it Batik Solo. but again, its just a name mcm.. tudung mawi, cindul temburong, lada thailand...

3) LAGU RASA SAYANGE
kritik by jo-hnz from aku-percaya.com kali "Yang saya kritik adalah Pemerintah Malaysia (State/Negara), bukan Seluruh Rakyat Malaysia (Nations/Bangsa). Toh, yang menggunakan Lagu Rasa Sayang untuk keperluan promo Truly Asia adalah juga Pemerintahan Malaysia yang mengaku berbudaya Nusantara tapi punya policy kenegaraan yang 'bertentangan' dengan Kebudayaan Nusantara."

oke, oke.. aku tau kamu nda paham. meh aku tulung pahamkan.

An Indonesian ckp Pemerintah Malaysia ni, mengaku saja drg tu 'berbudaya nusantara' padahal drg (Malaysia) gunakan lagu rasa sayang untuk promo iklan Malaysia Truly Asia sdgkan lagu tu Indonesia yg punya.

cakap aku - oke oke.. this is just labih2.. kalau dipikir balik, perkara bodoh ani nda patut dibising2kan soalnya.. udah sendiri ckp lagu ani lagu nusantara.. kebudayaan nusantara.. umum jua tu.. sejak bila ada Proklamasi basar2an yg lagu 'rasa sayange' ani indonesia yg pnya? *wth* Malaysia pun inda jua pernah mengaku lagu 'hei rasa sayang' yg dipakai atu milik durg. its just a song drg insert in an iklan. beside, cua kamu pikir, bahasa inggeris dipakai di dalam banyak iklan, kenapa urg puteh(In brunei)/bule(In indsia)/mat saleh(In Msia) nda claim yg atu bahasa durg? durg urg puteh pun buleh claim yg negara Asia bnyk pkai bahasa durg untuk iklan, nda ja? so, plis deyh, just shh!!

4) ALAT MUSIK TRADISI ANGKLUNGThis isu actually dibangkitkan secara inda rasmi and inda dibasar2kan but riuh jua la di seputar stasiun radio Indonesia soal Malaysia promosi durang punya negara dgn menampilkan permainan angklung dalam iklan durg. tapi syukur hal ani kurg mendapat sambutan pasal ada hal yg lebih dibasar2kan seperti harga minyak goreng di indonesia telah naik.
source: Setiabudi a.k.a Buya'e Ra

cakap aku - hm. yg sabar yahh... jgn sampe org Malaysia diguyon jadi Maling-sia. nda patut.. nda patut.. X]

5) TARIAN POCO-POCO
ani paling hangat baru2 ni. dlm youtube punya comment space pun durg boleh gadoh. Malaysia.. Indonesia.. sudah la.. heish.. here's some of the comment yg sampat aku save.. It was a video where a Malaysia teacher showing his Swedish students how to dance poco-poco (and they were great at following it! XD) I dont want to put in the typical comment by indonesian saying that Malaysia curi poco-poco dorg and introduce it ke Sweden. well actually the Cikgu dlm that video nada ckp pasal poco-poco atu Malaysia yg punya pun, so Indonesian.. plis.. shh!here's what 2 Malaysian replies..

phatmicdrop
Mencuri Budaya? Indon Ni Memang Bodoh Betul.. Buta Sejarah.. Buta Kayu.. Yg Tahu Malaysia Mencuri Budaya Indonesia.. Padahal Bangsa Indon Datang Malaysia Jadi Pencuri BODOH

Cakap aku - sah urg ni sakit ati sgt.

amybarbosa
bodohnya indon ni .. apa yang mau dibanggakan dengan poco-poco? .. bukannya tersebar ke western cuma diajar oleh orang indon saja .. kalau tidak orang western pun tak pandang .. kalau macam ni orang western pun boleh menari lagu zapin ..

Cakap aku - hey, Indonesian.. sukur tah Ada Malaysian ajar how to dance poco-poco arah Swedish, at least faymes jua kan poco-poco ke luar Indon? isnt that great, why the fuss?? beside, drg nda ngaku Poco-poco tu Malaysia punya pon~hey, I enjoy poco-pocoingssss tew~

eh gila, sangal aku berdebat dgn diri sendiri ni yeh. bulih gila jadinya...
bah, abis~
Riida, ailobyew olwesh!!

A SHINEE POST

2009-03-02T18:45:00.005+08:00

Today is a boring day. so I'll give y'guys a boring post. well, not boring for me la actuallynya.. Today, i spend most of my pwecious time dpn computer, browsing thru J/K latest news. Mcm biasa lerr, habit masa cuti. Well, i have some latest scoop on Shinee & Arashi. but we'll Arashi-talk later. lets go to Shinee dulu.27/02 last time, Shinee ada buat commercial for Reebok Jam Collection. I got the all 5 (videos) interviews sorg2 and Im not sure I'll put it in here cuz it really takes time. Just go to youtube and download it by urself, aight? So, anyway, I found another Gee parody (Of course by the Infinity Girls). It was awesome and funny to the max. The Parody featuring Shinee jua, here it is the sneek peak.

remember in real Gee MV, Minho angkat tu mannequin?

well, in this one, Minho keberatan so he called all the rest of the Shinee tu tulung angkat benda barat tu. kesian!

haiyaaa.. so heavy!

and, and, and kan.. the best part is where durg kana pair with those Noona (elder-woman/sister), Only Onew, Minho & Key plg saja..

start with ONEW
behind the scene..

in the MV...then MINHO
behind the scene...

in the MV..

The best of the best was KEY
behind the scene...

In the MV..

so sweet!!! oah~ (harharharrr)

bah, abis~

OHNO OBSESSION

2009-03-02T17:11:00.004+08:00

hey-hey kamu!! I told you last time pasal Arashi 2009 Calendar kuar udah (ada dlm news yg aku capture gmbrnya blurry2). Well, ada a fan baik sgt menscan kan gmbr2 tu for us. yay!! thanks!! eh awu, Arashi Full Believe MV kuar udah, so as Riida's Kumori Nochi, Kaisei MV. yeyeh!! pesta Video~oke.. start dari sini will be all My Riida's photos.. so, feel free to lari or stay. XD

Riida. I love you so badly.
Hontouni. Anata wa Aishiteru.
Tada Kimi Wa Aishiteru.

The MIRI trip

2009-03-01T23:14:00.013+08:00

d'ya remember arah one post atu i wrote arah the 'p/s' about Miri trip with rM8s & Lanjiku? well, its no longer kiv (keep in view), we are livin' the p/s!! heheh. apakan.. so anyway, i woke up around 430 am, siap2 for Miri. then chau around.. 635 am dari huaho tanjung bunut.

here we go!!
i sat randomly..

once with domi..

then with mamii and lanjiku..
it was a very-very.. long journey, thank god i bring my earpiece that enable me to listen to wonderful songs and dint realize yg the bus sampai udah ke Miri.

no more ferry.. replaced by this long huge bridge
we arrived at the Bandar Miri around 9.45 am.. our FIRST STOP is Imperial Mall and our curfew was around 12.00 pm.

like the view~
once I pijak the land, I cudnt stop sneezing!! damn! I don't know why, maybe i still cudnt adapt the udara there. It was very severe and my nose was so itchy brabisly. buset. masuk into the Mall, we decided to tukar duit ramai2 before start browsing everything inside.

me & my rM8s dpn money exchange booth
apology for the blurry pic..

Me, Amir & Lanjiku. we were actually standing dapan jamban. I was about to kamih when I found out that there is no water and an old woman just peed on the floor w/out siraming the yellowish-concentrated urine, I immediately scram out of the toilet. so kamah. *sorry ler*

the main thing that we do arah this mall is makan. our parut so grumbling and we kbulur brabishly. I ate this jaruk ikan tenggiri (very nyaman), sotong kunyit and ayam kecap extra big size. and i oso try this stuffed long sotong balls. (sounds weird but yeah it is wujud). afta isi parut we go..

shopping!!!
i was stupid not to buy at least a hat tadi.. but i managed to buy a boxer for lea. its a brown hawaiian boxer and its cute!

what the--??
yeah, red light district man! sygnyer alum buka bung..
i really want to see what's inside becoz..

diluarnya udah ada kana display edible bra and panties. YES, EDIBLE BRA AND PANTIES! of course, i want one!! ahh... not the tungdoms..

me and my rM8s outside imperial mall

NEXT STOP was Parkson. our curfew is 230 pm.

arah dpnnya atu ada promo this marshmallow cholet (typical diBrunei) and Gula Misai Kucing. Ive tried both food, It was nice except for the fact that it was extremely manis. Manis yg membunuh la but nice. In this mall, i bought pouch for my hape, sotong karing masin2 padas 250 gram for babah and 2 nail polish (purple & pink; Im gurlie~ Ooh~) XD and, I was drifted away from my bunch.. so I jalan2 and jumpa this mini stall... ai pun masuk dgn iskinya..

What is it?

What is she doing to my hand??

Spraying??

the spraying continues..VOILA!!!
AirBrush TATTOING!!
its temporary
its non-painful
its cheap
ITS WONDERFUL!! XD
*happy, happy*

NEXT STOP was Boulevard. our curfew was 430 pm.

Again, I was drifted away from my bunch. Wandering about.. I found a heaven.. a heaven of SUJU MERCHANDISE!! yeyeah~

I wanted this Heechulie photobook collection so badly, its complete with CDs and so on but nasib aku masih brakal yg my money atu bulih lagi bali benda2 yg mengenyangkan drpd ani.. tsk, tsk.. so, to nyamankan my rasa i found other alternatives such as 4 SUJU mega-posters and 6 mini-calendar. Im so freakin' hapee! *guling2 hapee*

sedih menunggu red-light-district nda buka2 tadi ahernya di nyamankan oleh condom express yg aku masuk sorg diri, rasa kan sibuk sgt meliat apa isinya.. after 10 saat dlm tu, aku pun kuar dgn segan silu, tersipu2.. kana ckp nda sintar jua ku ni krg. oh well..

i really thought ani kadai sushi wah.. *crave sgt2*

then, aku naik tgkt 3 sorg diri to find out.. ada digital photo printing!! yay!! its like the latest version of neoprint! ada plg di Mall but nda senice yg disini~ aku pon begagas la text my rM8s suruh naik begmbr..

nice sgt! *hapee dgn senyum melebar*

this is where i wanted to buy flipy-flopy actuallynya, but sygnya nada my size.. the colours are so wonderful. I would really love to have one..

green!! just love to see the colour~

saja show off tatoo.

;AST STOP was Emart. curfew at 630 pm.

it almost dark oredy..

the area dlm emart.. here, i bought foods saja ntuk bawa balik rumah. and i bought an ikan masin tenggiri for babah. Beef burger and Tuna bun for Lea. and sayap ayamss~

my two loyal companion

the sayap ayam yg kurg menyelerakan sulnya..

so! after a long-long tiring, exhozting, feet-killin' day.. we ahernya balik. XD yeyeah! sangal ku udah ku bung, kan tecramp saja inda kaki seksi ani.. heish..

Mami & Domi kepisan

same goes to me.

its around 10 pm, I arrived at home.

bah, abis~

TIRED SGT2 AND WANT TO SLEEP!!
but Im hapee *guling2 naked*
bwahahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaa XD

HOLIDAY 'ERE ME COME!!

2009-02-28T23:07:00.000+08:00

Holidays are coming. The last thing i want is my room to remain messy and berantakan.so, I cleaned it up. as simple as that. =)

yeah, i pasang the carpet lagi~
awu, sgaja ku buka bed sheet ku, biar seksi~

I reposition the cupboard right infront of the pintu~

the meja ai reposition ke ampir katil, spaya trasa kipas...
bah, abis~

YAH!! sambil nangis guling2

2009-02-28T05:31:00.005+08:00

for today's post, let me provide a warming up with K-Craze updates

d'ya remember the picture that i posted of heechulie kissing sung min last time? I bet you do. well, i heard a news of heechulie kissing siwon but Its hard to find the picture. well, guess what people-people... i got the picture~ XD yeah..

for heechulie fans, bersedialah menahan rasa.
for siwonnie fans, Im sorry. I just can help it.
for myself, gila kan mati palui sgt heechul ni, suka2 cium lelaki!!
haiyahh!!!

NO! NO HEECHUL NO!!!

Im gonna kill Heechulie.

bah, krg ku sambung~

OUT FOR DVDs

2009-02-27T18:20:00.007+08:00

Its friday and yes, aku nda balik rumah becoz i think its such a waste jua pasalnya sama jua nanti cuti semester seminggu kan. alang2 jua ulang alik, so aku stay saja dihostel wih my 2 rM8s. I was actually craving for DVDs sampai paksa my rM8s dgni jalan around 1 pm tadi. so we go la, we have lunch jua di mall skajap then round2 ke cortino sonea then ke kadai cd.

org2 kbuluran..

org lawa kbuluran.. XD wahwahwahh..

cuba kamu liat usul kami ni slekeh bnrnya.. mcm kan jalan ke kadai runcit biasa padahal kami ke mall. heish, kes malas kan belawa tah udah kami tu..

my hair kan memanjang udah ah, bida sulnya.. mcm urg baru bangun tido sul ku. bangas!

nah, ani ja hasilnya dari bejalan tu..

bah, abis~

ARASHI APDETS

2009-02-27T10:06:00.008+08:00

skip this post saja if nda suka J-Craze~ XD

very panjang ni...

oke, oke.. before kamu ucap c-riida tua and nda laku, so as Arashi jua.. baik aku bagi hapdets on them selakas mungkin. hihiiii.. awu, yes.. arashi has been together for 10 years now, and they' re still on their track promoting albums and starring in dramas. I know they're getting older but Ohno once predict during their first debut on 1999 that they'll be together for 10 to 20 years more. Im holding on his words and keep loving them as long as they live. =Dloving them.

so, anyway.. Maou & Riida have won yet another awards, Arashi also won the best drama theme song for Maou. yeyeh!! Go Arashi! Gambare!!see! see! XD *happy-to-the-max*Two-faced riida in MaouArashi last year hit single 'Maou/Truth'

and oh, J.E's 2009-2010 calendar is OUT.

cost around $30 i think. I want it~
sorry for the blurry picture.

talking about Arashi, their new single PV "Believe" will be out on the 4th of March but thank god, they released the short PV version of it. Enuff for me to control my nafsu yg nda sanggup batah menunggu; Anticipating is torturing yawh!

here's the clip~
the song was fabulous although its a lil' cartoonic like (duh. its for yatterman dorama starring Sho-Sakurai of Arashi itself). Slalunya, my riida will hit the song.. but this time, Aiba-kun did it perfectly. Riida biasa lah.. suaranya andang lawa.. *chyee*

Aiba-kun~

alum cukup dgn real-life PV for 'believe' single.. Arashi go Animation!! the 5 members of Arashi are transforming into animated heroes. yeah~ go Arashi! Go-go Gambare!
the real-life
Animated Arasshi!!
ahhh!! so kawaiii! *teriak hysterically!!*
lets rock it!
Nino, Ohno, Sho, Aiba & Jun
(knapa mata riida ku kuyu tu kan... hm.)

Sho Sakurai as yatterman no. 1

my riida as Time bokan

Masaki Aiba as Otasukeman

Ninomiya Kazunari as Yattodetaman

Matsumoto Jun as Zenderman

reminder: Arashi PV believe will be release on the 4th March and Sho-sakurai's yatterman dorama will be release on the 7th March. hang in there fans!!

3RD CLINICAL DAY

2009-02-26T20:18:00.003+08:00

You must be hating the clinical-counting-days for the post title. Well, guess what, Im hating it too. its just, i feel much better to know how many days left to end the torturing clinical placement. Going out 'turun padang' its just not my thang. It has been depressing and Im not sure how I'll be coping when the real thing happen to me. I think I'll just have to adapt myself. The latest ward ive been assigned to is not boring. Its not. they have STO, stoma care, Its my first time seeing amputated legs, diabetic wound, what else ah.. hmm.. Ive seen a lot of new thing in this ward, and I try to encourage myself after holidays nanti I'll try doing catheterisation, STO, Stoma care and IM.

What? 'Ko alum pernah buat IM wah Fakhira?' a question yg aku slalu dgr. damn kamu, for you probably its the easiest. Im having needle-phobia. Im scared of those needle and it takes a lot of encouragement and bravery to do that simple thing (you call it). For me it is scary and its a no laughing matter.

anyway, lets put that aside and let me enjoy my one week holiday. I know Ive been doing... nothing much di ward. My mood mcm drain out saja, I dunno why. My fellamates pun mcm sadar, kdg masa recess aku moody sampai Huda pun panggil aku 'mati-jiwa'. huh, kejam sungguh.. oh well, hope after hols nanti aku pump-up penuh bersemangatsss. so, apatah kamu buat di wad tadi? as usual...

masang tabir (lagi)

intensive discussion on case study topic

soal jawab with sister koh

atu ja.

oh awu, thank god rM8s bwa jalan2. yeyeh.. kami makan arah C.A Mohamed. Guess what, kami jumpa Abg Adree (Wad 9) sana.. =D

ceca

domeh & I

donut for dessert.

oreo, white-knight & crispy cholet.

p/s: ada suggestion. Shud I make 2 blog, One for my personal life and One for my J/K-Craze? ada yg kata, gmbr2 guys yg aku minat tu mcm menyamak... hm. its true. but then, those guys are part of my personal life.. so let them be in here. XD hiheee~ just skip thru saja lau nda mau baca sal durg, kayysss. =D

besangkutan hal itu~ Hongki (One of my K-Craze obsession; list ada disidebar siring tu) pi ke Pyojun FM (Shin dong's & Kim Shin Young's Shimshim Tapa radio) along with his Band Members for an interview and live show (25/02/2009). It was awesome. They were promoting 'bad woman' and introducing their new band member (replacing won bin) Seung Hyun.Hong ki (1990, lead singer)
my latest eye-candy
Jong Hun (1990, [leader] Piano/electric guitar)
Min Hwan (1992, drums)
Tyra's Jae jin =D (1991, bass guitar)
latest member, replacing Won Bin.
Seung Hyun (1992, soft vocal/rap/guitar)
bah, abis~

2ND CLINICAL DAY

2009-02-25T16:33:00.004+08:00

Yep. we're still with the tabir thingy. lama kelamaan kami pun qualified jadi borneo cleaner ni nanti. Hebat udah dlm tabir menabir ni.

me with tabir

comelnya shira masang tabir

pijah naik gian masang tabir

wajah setress ka siti aka c-beb & Qidah (Junior)

nana bergotong royong dgn Qidah melipat tabir

after operasi tabir-menabir siap selesai di jalankan, kami menghadiri kelas mari belajar dgn sister koh. She bagi info psl tabir.. eh salah, pasal chest drain sama how to manage algorithm machine. (nda pyh~ bg Azhar udah ajar aku ni. expert ku udah~ prasan. hihiii)

ward tutor? oh well..

mua 'iski' kan blajar.

murid2 yg turut menghadiri kelas..
Qidah, Nana & C-Beb aka ka siti~

3 paling chomel~
Pijah, Shira & Aku~

chest drain reminder.

case study contoh yg Sister Koh persembahkan.

and oh, aku menyamak ke wad lain mcm biasa. slalunya aku ngayau ke wad 9 pi kali ini, kaki seksi ku tetiba menginjak ke wad jiran iaitu wad 6. Ada ka lela shift pagi! yeyeh~ apalagi, aku tanpa segan silu nyamak nyampit disana, main game sama kaka.

ka lela promo medi-swab.

bah, abis~

HONGKI HAPDETS

2009-02-25T16:05:00.000+08:00

Hi ya. I'll be hapdeting a lot about any of my pebret J/K-craze. You can see the only 4 J/K-craze guys di sidebar siring tu. Im loving them and I'll try to stalk them as much as i cud.. hihiii.. so anyway, the new victim is Hong ki. really lobing his golden smile to the max. so, here's some new pictures of him. i know they'll get a lot of photoshoot becoz baru release a fabulous single 'bad woman' very nice the song~
Joynews24 interview photoshoot (24/02/2009)
Hongki and his band members..

hmm~

cute!

really love the smile!

on Arirang Show Biz Extra during Litmus Spring 2009 photoshoot,
again, he did the kara 'pretty girl' dance.

my, my pretty boy~

if you wanna pretty~ every wanna pretty~ eik?

Star Golden bell episode 225 (21/02/2009)

marung joa..

anyway, while i wus browsing for Hongki's latest news, i've found another eye-candy along the way. he's cute + handsome. love his eyes. he is..

CHOI JONG HUN
(sorry if i spelled it wrong)nice. another one to stalk.. hii XD

bah, enuff. adang gatal.

O.M.G bung!

2009-02-24T20:18:00.002+08:00

Azrin. Kill me now.
Kill me for forgetting your birthday.
sedih ku.Okay, Im having a memory loss. I forgot my BFFs bday!! kill me now before i kill meself!! Azrin, Im sorry for 'nothing-special-on-ur-bday', sorry for not doing the tradition 12 am misscalling and messaging (I know u must've received a LOT), sorry sorry sorry brabisly.. Hontouni Moushiwake arimasen deshita! Tanjoubi Omedetou dear. =) may all your dreams, wishes and prayers came true. Amin.

FHMS II

APOLOGIES

PLAY NO MORE

SUJU PARADISE!!

MOON'S BDAY & SUJU's HERE!!!

SMARTER CHARITY WALK

NEW MONTH RANDOMNESS

LET'S DO SERIOUS-TALKING..

VISIT TO HPC, Berakas.

E-LEARNING

PROMOTION

YOUR SILENCE KILLS ME

SORRY.... --SORRY IS HERE!! XD

WHINE & BELATED CONGRATS

MINUTES BEFORE OSCE & THE REAL DEAL

WHAT'S COMING??

MY LIPS AND I

BAHAPA...

ULAH C MIJAN

HELP ME.

A NICE DAY FOR A LUNCH-OUT

KOSONGNESSITY

out

OUT WITH THE GUYS

A-I-A ailobyuu! XD

BUSY WEEK

NOTHING MUCH.

ITS OUT!

DEMO TO PDS students

FRIENDS OUTING

IM GOIN' SUJU-CRAYJEE!!

HARI YG BAHAGIA *senyum sampai telinga*

TAPIIRRR! SLMT TUA! XD

LAST DAY TODAY *tsk*

LAST DAY TOMORROW

2 DAYS MORE TO GO

CLINICAL PALAUness

Normal day

EARTH HOUR

MY PWECIOUS.... PET?

CONDOLENCES

MAMA, HERE'S FOR YOU

AKU CAKAP SERIOUS

SEIJI IS IN TOWN!!

DISAPPEARING

A STORY-MAIL

IM BACK =D

TEMPORARY SHUT DOWN

SATURDAY AT COLLEGE

SPECIAL FOR HER

Im home and happy.

JUST ANOTHER NORMAL DAY

Qila, kill me now. Im sorry.

STORE-KEEPING?

COME AND VISIT!!

HOLIDAY CONCLUSION

push Rsch aside dulu..

uhUhuhUu. *nangis tua*

Finishing ASSG + HONGKI UPDATE!

My little one + SUJU COMEBACK (teaser)!!

Kenali Negara Kitani; Kenali KAMPUNG AKU =D

ADA APA DGN BERABUT?

A SHINEE POST

OHNO OBSESSION

The MIRI trip

HOLIDAY 'ERE ME COME!!

YAH!! *sambil nangis guling2*

OUT FOR DVDs

ARASHI APDETS

3RD CLINICAL DAY

2ND CLINICAL DAY

HONGKI HAPDETS

O.M.G bung!

HARI YG BAHAGIA senyum sampai telinga

LAST DAY TODAY tsk

uhUhuhUu. nangis tua

YAH!! sambil nangis guling2